Friday, July 17, 2009

A Poinete Letter From Farrah to Greg

This is one of many letters Farrah Fawcett sent to Greg Lott months before her death.

604 comments:

  1. This look like a very sweet letter from a dear friend to a friend. I wouldn't label it a 'love letter', though. What is 'poinete'? Did you mean 'poignant'??

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  2. I gotta tell you Greg that was hard for me to read. When my Sister's hair started falling out she had the same problem. SEE, this is why I don't come to these blogs.....I get upset. I'm having a bad day anyway. My dog is just getting worse day by day. My friend was taken to the hospital yesterday with a 25% heart blockage thingie. I was always told the 40's would be the best years of my life. They can kiss my ass. Anyway, you know that I believe in what you are doing. To Allen Miller, I say thank you. I knew in my spirit that Ryan would be trying to pull off this crap. I truly believe he is an evil person with no regard to anyone but himself, but he would probably betray himself if he thought it would give him a leg up on someone.
    Peace,
    Bobby Steele

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  3. This is the most messed up, one-sided, skewed website I have ever read. The woman has passed so there is no way to confirm this "relationship" - letters like this can interpreted in many diff ways. Let her rest in peace and move on.

    This site is truly disgusting, invasive and pathetic. Maybe Mr. Lott should respect his friend by keeping things like this private - isn't that what REAL friends do??

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  4. Since Mr. Lott won't answer any questions, can someone who knows him tell us why he is doing this? He stated in an old post that he "has all the letters, pictures and evidence exposing the terrible things done to this angel." What point does any of it make now?--She is gone. If you and Griffin truly witnessed abuse, wouldn't a true friend have helped her before it was too late and made the last years of her life happy and safe? Too little too late or just not true.

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  5. Again , why would you expect a MUSHY love letter after 40 years, this is a letter of love.
    His respect for Farrah is shown, Greg Lott would not post SEXUAL LETTERS, and FARRAH would not mail sexual letters after 40 years.
    WORDS, TELEPHONE, AND MEETING IS WHERE THOSE THINGS ARE AT- PLUS NOTICE HOW STRONG FARRAHS SIGNATURE IS- COMPARED TO THE ONE ,GIVING POWER TO ONEAL- The world is full of doubting Thomas's , but trust this We sent Pecans as well. Farrah knew of places that Greg Lott had connections with the fresh Texas soil, and produce- Keith was still Keith ,and now he is just a poster boy dragging up to a funeral.
    This letter should tell you Farrah had no desire to cut Greg off, or her website he so deeply cared for, in her honor.
    TEXBOY

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  6. The last year, not years, the last year was a fast paced year for Farrah,
    Greg Lott was under the in contact, He trusted a person other than those 2 who are profiting.
    This person knows who they are, and the old magic of seduction by the dark group is just how they held control over ths person-FUNERAL, POSTER, AND A BLOATED FAN---This is what you are not seeing into-
    TEXBOY

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  7. BOBBY STEEL----Dont I know you ?
    OMG Is it the BOBBY STEEL ? So good to see you post.
    So sorry about your dog, and all the rest.
    Prayers/PEACE ,
    T-BOY

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  8. The letter shows that she's still in good spirits in December 2008 even though she's very sick from the cancer.

    Let's see more letters.

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  9. A very interesting post on Farrah "cancer buddy" Brett Hudson's cancer blog.

    http://www.theklinikmovie.com/Klinik/Bretts_Blog/Entries/2009/7/14_England_gets_the_CyberKnife.html


    England gets the CyberKnife
    Tuesday, July 14, 2009

    England has finally gotten is first CyberKnife.

    It was reported yesterday in the UK Mirror:

    CyberKnife gives cancer cure hope

    13/07/2009

    A hi-tech device has given ex-BT worker Robert Ferrant hope of beating his inoperable pancreatic cancer.

    Dad Robert, 62, was given just months to live after being diagnosed with the same condition that has struck movie star Patrick Swayze.

    But now he has become one the first people in the UK to go under the CyberKnife-- a machine for high-powered, laser-guided radiotherapy.

    Reportedly also used by Swayze, the device blasts radiation at tumours too near major blood vessels for other treatment. Robert had three two-hour sessions last week.

    He said: "Other treatment would extend my life by three months.

    With CyberKnife, I've hope of a cure."

    Robert, from Jersey, was treated in London's Harley Street.

    The device and its leadlined bunker costs £6 million.
    ***

    Well, now that they have the CyberKnife, I hope they take full advantage of it.

    Here in Los Angeles, we have a CyberKnife at the USC medical center, but according to the USC medical administration, it's not used all that often.

    A patient’s oncologist has to prescribe it, and most do not.

    Get this: out of the three radiation oncologists I had here in the States, two of them were not familiar with the CyberKnife at all, and the third was completely misinformed about it!

    I realize that the use of the CyberKnife depends on the shape of the tumor and where it’s located, but I also know that the CyberKnife kills the cancerous tumor with no side effects.

    That’s right.

    Unlike traditional radiation, the single blast of the CyberKnife does its work with no residual problems.

    The evening after I was cyberknifed in Munich, I went out and had Chinese food.

    I could taste the food-- and I had all of my saliva glands.

    After a single week of traditional radiation, it took me two hours to drink a cup of chicken broth.

    Now I have one saliva gland and I can’t taste anything at all.
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    I'm guessing, the Cyberknife must be a hyperthermia machine and the machine Dr.Vogl used on Farrah to kill liver tumors.

    The "radiation" of the Cyberknife that Hudson is referring to must be low energy radiation in the infrared frequency range, most likely, that kills the tumor by heat, rather than the high energy radiation (much higher frequency, I assume X or gamma) used in the US, that damages good tissue along with the cancer.

    If USC has a Cyberknife, is it FDA approved for clinical trials and research only?

    Here's a case of hyperthermia, being a alternative or complementary treatment, that should "be embraced" as Farrah envisioned.

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  10. Angel Charlie,
    I agree, also it is nothing wrong with publishing these letters.
    In my lifetime I know that several people published book's of LOVE LETTERS, Notes, p.s. I LOVE YOU'S.

    I also agree it can be done without disgrace, embaresement, and in this case I trust Redmond knows.
    I defende Farrah in her relationship with oneal for the sake of Redmond, but in reality that alone is a debate with why couples stay together. Farrah was not a dumb woman , and possibly at some point talked with Redmond AS HE HIMSELF KNEW ALOT.
    In defense of Redmond I trust this will be done in taste, and for him to know reality, as he for some reason chose to stay medicated from something. This is still a mystery. But again we all take life in our own way and handle it
    on our own terms, no matter the cost.
    I feel for Redmond, and hope he knows that the Mother he has is as she said STILL RIGHT THEIR- I mean if anyone is shocked, why is this any different that anyone else writing a book, or making claims. I can say this is not a pay site, or a member charged area. Alana is writing her story, and it cost, so I feel this makes Greg Lott a heck of alot more credible, as alana only had Ryans blessing. Greg Lott was in the middle of seeing that the FF site raised cancer awarness, as well as here, it has been so greatly discussed, and posted- So as Greg Lott meets the days to come , I trust he will do as he feels fair after being humiliated by a man who shut down a site that was planning big things. The site closure, left only tabloid's to relay questionable facts. Greg Lott has taken on alot, and again he is just as you see as a receipent of a woman who cared, Yes I agree letters are personal, yet these are Greg Lott's , and he knows all about healing , to become sober you have to make LIGHT ON THE DARK.
    TEXBOY

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  11. ANNE, I see your point, and respect it.
    Truly I just think their is alot more to the story, and in time it will come.
    How could Farrah rest in peace if this is a problem anyway or a worry
    as the father of her child is seen in situations withen hours of her memorial, burial. He banned several from paying respect, and now he has said ONLY ALANA COULD WRITE THE BOOK- ONLY ALANA- So even if Greg had waited to tell of this, how is Farrah resting in peace with those whom she trusted ,ALL OF THEM be justified in this . So for all we know another letter will show, and prove the fact's that Farrah wanted the site to remain under all circumstance's, and in death.
    It is possible she left word for Greg Lott to allow what we are seeing.Greg Lott was sure cut off shortly after the date of this letter ? I have always wondered just what rest in peace ment anyway. Aterm I have used alot in the past month, RIP FARRAH- and will admit to still wondering what it means ? I feel she went strait to collect her wings, where no more pain is ,and her loved ones are with her. So is she in a corner of heaven in tears ? Naaaaa,
    She is laughing, she is in the place I have read about , where no more grief, or strife are allowed.
    So as we on earth still fight, where im from FIGHTING MEANS MAKING A WRONG RIGHT- and this is what I see. WHY, DO WE NOT HAVE A FARRAH WEBSITE, and again on the day she died, WE HAD NO SITE TO GO TO--This was all Ryans doing- He could have said OK GREG LOTT, YOU ALLOW THE SITE TO REMAIN UP FOR A WEEK, AND ALLOW THOSE IN GRIEF TO POST THEIR GOODBYES--DID RYAN CARE? HELL NO- He only wanted his image long gone to be polished up as he planned to follow Farrah to Westwood, and be a hero, it was the moments thereafter that showed us he is still capable of anything.
    BUT AGAIN SO ARE WE- Shame of those who have profited so soon, and tried to cover the facts- But again if in doubt, THE FACTS ALWAYS COME OUT- The truth winn's out-
    TEXBOY

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  12. Reading this makes me so sad not in a bad way,But it shows how much she really loved Gregg.This is truth and this cannot be disputed.
    To Anne previous poster, why is Alana allowed to invade Farrah's privacy and when Gegg tells the truth it's always how dare he???

    This shows real love and respect she had for Gregg and it's sweet.
    To another post Gregg Lott was in LA refusing to leave until he saw or spoke to Farrah.He tried it was Alana and Ryan who were keeping them two apart for $$$$$ and control. They knew Gregg would have not allowed it to continue and he was a threat to both of those two heartless creatures. Gregg always know you Griffin and Allen have my full support and will always stand 100% behind anything you have to do to expose the truth.

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  13. You can clearly see the trust and love Gregg and Farrah really had

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  14. Who is Ryan to say only that vile creature Alana is the only one allowed to write a book on Farrah? Why all this control over Farrah, did these two have the poor woman who was sedated sign her life over to them.
    Is there any legal action that can be taken against these two low lifes?
    I really wish someone who was there the past few months of Farrah's life and saw and heard first hand would come forward and speak out.
    She and Ryan were never married,they lived in seperate houses so there could not have been that much of a love story between Pig O'Neal and Farrah

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  15. 4:15 anonymous july 17th maybe you need to direct that to Alana and ryan. This is a place for truth,this is a place for people who knew way before that Ryan was no good and Alana as well. If you don't like truth then read Alana's book and watch Ryans interviews between trying to sleep with women old enough to be his grandaughters.

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  16. Nikki,
    I agree. I say this as I never questioned Greg for a second !
    I think I knew when Craig Nevius was treated, and threatened with
    the ultimate by ryan ,it was a sign then that those 2 were up to something.
    HAS alana give any of her 200 thousand to charity ? Maybe 5.00 to say YES I DID FOR THE CAMERA.
    But I never doubted. I saw it , it
    was here as well as other places, what is funny is some just see FARRAH as being in HOLLYWOOD 24/7
    Again she was not married to oneal, and did seperate from him.
    She knew and was interviewed years ago about this kind of crap, SHE DID NOT NEED PAPERS TO BE MARRIED.
    AND SAID IN CHASING FARRAH- THEIR'S SOMETHING SPEICAL ABOUT MARRIAGE---She answered her statment with WHAT IS IT ? Her life's decesions were for Redmonds happiness I feel in the last years.
    T-BOY

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  17. We all need to learn about CyberKnife, including Brett Hudson.

    Hudson posts on his blog about England getting it's first CyberKnife, which I posted here.

    Then he proceeds to vent his spleen against US medicine again and badmouth USC and imply that only USC has a CyberKnife in the LA area and the radiation oncologists at USC don't know how to use the CyberKnife and it's not used much.

    Hudson sings the praises of the CyberKnife and how he was treated with it by the Germans in Munich with no side effects as opposed to harsh side effects he received when he was treated in the US with conventional radiation.

    Actually, there is a CyberKnife Center in Newport Beach, CA, 3 in the San Diego area, one each in Bakersfield and Fresno and 3 in the SF area.

    There are 10 CyberKnife Centers listed in CA according to: http://www.cyberknife.com/CyberKnifeLocations.aspx

    There are over 100 CyberKnife Centers in the US.
    I bet that's alot more than in Germany.

    Texas has 5 listed.
    But the big winner is Florida with 15 CyberKnife Centers.

    Florida may have more CyberKnife Centers than Germany for all we know.

    Here's the Newport Beach CyberKnife Center:
    Newport Diagnostic Center
    1605 Avocado Avenue
    P.O. 959
    Newport Beach, CA 92660 USA
    Phone: (800) 605-5170
    Alternative Phone: (949) 760-3025
    Fax: (949) 720-7404
    Email: s.chenery@newportdiagnosticcenter.com

    I googled 'UCLA CyberKnife' and an instance of a UCLA neurosurgeon using Newport Beach CyberKnife came up.

    So if Farrah was to receive radiation from UCLA by CyberKnife, she probably would have been sent to Newport Beach.

    I think she received convention radiation, not CyberKnife, from UCLA, based on what I've read.

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  18. Here's the listing for the USC CyberKnife Center:

    University of Southern California Norris Cancer Hospital
    1441 Eastlake Avenue
    Los Angeles, CA 90033 USA
    Phone: (800) USC-CARE

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  19. CyberKnife is not hyperthermia.

    It's high energy (Gamma Ray, I assume) radiation like conventional radiation.

    The Germans are known for hyperthermia treatments, but I think they may have progressed to precision radiation with the CyberKnife machine instead.

    I'll have to look at Farrah's Story again, now that I know about the CyberKnife, and see if it shows Dr. Vogl using a CyberKnife machine to kill Farrah's liver tumors, or some other device.

    The difference with CyberKnife is that it's a highly focused, narrow beam device whereas conventional radiation is broadbeam in comparison.

    It's also precisely aimed through the use of precision imaging.

    With the narrow beam, it's able to avoid damaging non-cancerous tissue much better than conventional radiation, although I read on a CyberKnife skeptics website, that it still has difficulty telling where the tumor ends and where healthy tissue begins which may lead to recurrence.

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  20. Conventional radiation is becoming a thing of the past with the arrival of the CyberKnife machine, apparently, just as conventional chemotherapy will gradually become a thing of the past over the next decade or two, as cancer treatment is flooded with smart drug, targeted chemotherapy.

    The CyberKnife machine was not invented and is not made in Germany. Sorry Brett Hudson.

    It was invented in the good ole USA by researchers at Stanford U.
    It's made by the Accuray Co. of Sunnyvale, CA.
    Sunnyvale, CA is in the US not Germany.
    -----------------
    http://www.sdcyberknife.com/history.htm
    CyberKnife® was developed by a team of physicians, physicists and engineers at Stanford University.

    The CyberKnife® technology was cleared by the FDA for intercranial applications in August 1999, and received full-body clearance in August, 2001.

    It has been used to treat more than 20,000 patients worldwide.
    ---------------

    Take note, Brett Hudson, CyberKnife received full body clearance on all tumor types from the FDA in 2001!!

    That explains why there are over 100 CyberKnife Centers in the US.
    -----------------------------------
    http://www.sdcyberknife.com/different.htm
    Why is it Different?

    CyberKnife® Defines Radiosurgery

    Using image-guidance, robotics and dynamic respiratory motion tracking, the CyberKnife® System delivers superior accuracy and conformality to lesions throughout the body.

    Developed by Accuray and FDA approved for full body use in 2001, it is the first device to enable full-body dynamic radiosurgery.

    CyberKnife® is making possible effective new treatments in clinical areas such as spine, lung, liver, pancreas and prostate lesions.
    Full-Time Robotics Technology
    The CyberKnife® System utilizes a robotic manipulator to move the compact linear accelerator with six degrees of freedom.
    With this range of motion, the robotic manipulator is capable of positioning the linear accelerator to an infinite number of beam positions and orientations.
    This creates the ability to accurately adjust the beam to react to three-dimensional translational and rotational target volume displacements, providing treatment flexibility and accuracy that is unsurpassed in radiosurgery.
    Such versatility allows both non-isocentric and isocentric treatment of lesions and enables superior conformality.
    Dynamic Motion Tracking™
    The CyberKnife® System tracks position in tumors that move with respiration in real time, by synchronizing radiation delivery to the motion of the respiratory cycle, using a sophisticated combined optical and radiographic tracking system.
    This 4D tracking capability is unique to the CyberKnife® and not only makes treatment with the CyberKnife® significantly more comfortable for patients, but safer, faster and more accurate as well.
    Real-Time Image Guidance Throughout the Treatment
    Image-guided CyberKnife® radiosurgery is non-invasive and 100% frameless.
    Since treatments can be delivered in single or fractionated sessions, CyberKnife® offers optimum protection for adjacent critical structures. Unlike traditional radiosurgery devices, the CyberKnife® systems tracks internal reference points.
    In this way the CyberKnife® automatically detects and compensates for patient and tumor movement in real time, with updated image guidance at every beam position
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  21. http://www.cyberknifeflorida.com/CustomPage.asp?guidCustomContentID={93EB807C-4D7C-401A-8C19-EB858B96A181}

    How Does the CyberKnife Work?

    The CyberKnife® combines two advanced technologies:

    The first innovation is a lightweight radiation delivery system mounted on a multi-jointed robotic arm.

    This flexible robotic arm provides unparalleled access to previously unreachable tumors.

    Additionally, because of the incredible precision of the radiation beams, the CyberKnife® System is able to reduce harm to the critical structures surrounding the lesion.

    This increases safety and helps reduce side effects.

    The second innovation is an image guidance system similar to those used for cruise missile guidance.

    This revolutionary advancement allows the CyberKnife to compensate for slight human movements during the treatment which allows radiation to be delivered without the use of a stereotactic frame.

    What Makes CyberKnife® Unique?
    1. Total Clinical Accuracy: The CyberKnife has proven to be the most accurate, real-time, image guided radiosurgery system in the world. CyberKnife® radiosurgery is so precise, radiation beams can conform to small, complex-shaped tumors while helping to avoid surrounding healthy critical structures.
    2. 100% Frameless: The combination of the image-guidance system and the multi-jointed robotic arm allows the system to compensate for patient movement, sparing patients from the pain and inconvenience associated with the conventional head frame that is fixed to the patient's skull.
    3. Painless Surgery: The CyberKnife allows patients to be treated in a unique radiosurgery suite where painless "surgery" is performed with no incisions, no blood, no anesthesia and no recovery time.
    4. Better Quality of Life, During & After Treatment: The simple outpatient CyberKnife® procedure allows patients to undergo their treatment and immediately resume normal activities.

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  22. http://www.cyberknifeflorida.com/CustomPage.asp?guidCustomContentID={93EB807C-4D7C-401A-8C19-EB858B96A181}


    Is the CyberKnife clinically proven?

    The CyberKnife System utilizes radiation technology that has been proven for over 30 years. Additionally, over 30,000 patients have received CyberKnife treatments worldwide.


    Is the CyberKnife cleared by the FDA?

    The CyberKnife System received clearance from the FDA in July 1999 for the treatment of head and neck tumors.

    In October 2001, the FDA extended its clearance to include the treatment of tumors and other conditions anywhere in the body.

    The CyberKnife received FDA clearance in April 2002 to market an additional product enhancement that enables the CyberKnife System to continuously track, detect, and correct for tumor and patient movement throughout the treatment.

    A CE Mark for the CyberKnife System enabling distribution in the European community was received in September 2002.

    What types of tumors can be treated?

    The CyberKnife System is cleared by the FDA to treat tumors anywhere in the body.
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    Well, look at that:

    CyberKnife only received its 'CE Mark', so that the Germans could use it, in September 2002, whereas it was already approved in the US by the FDA in October 2001, almost a full year earlier.

    The Germans were a year behind the US, in using the CyberKnife.

    Time to rail against the "German Medical Establishment", maybe?

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  23. Farrah could have had her liver tumors killed in the US, it looks like, with the CyberKnife, at one of the over 100 CyberKnife Centers in the US.

    She might have even had her primary tumor killed in the US by the CyberKnife, since it's very precise, and if recurrence occurred, she would have the option of another round with the CyberKnife, rather than been being told the only option was a colostomy.

    I guess it was a bad decision to use UCLA, rather than demanding radiation treatment only at a CyberKnife Center.

    I guess her UCLA doctors were clueless about the CyberKnife.

    That's a crying shame.

    I wonder if Dr. Piro was clueless about the CyberKnife, like the USC oncologists that Brett Hudson trashes.

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  24. http://www.nfrmc.com/CustomPage.asp?guidCustomContentID={2806291A-E329-433A-BF9E-EE801ECD1725}


    What is Stereotactic Radiosurgery?

    Stereotactic radiosurgery is a medical procedure that utilizes very accurately targeted, large doses of radiation.

    This noninvasive “operation” has proven to be an effective alternative to surgery or conventional radiation for treating many small tumors and a few other select medical disorders.

    In contrast to the standard frame-based radiosurgical instruments, the CyberKnife uses noninvasive image-guided localization, and a robotic delivery system.

    This combination of technologies enables the CyberKnife to overcome the limitations of older frame-based radiosurgery such as the Gamma Knife and LINAC.


    Conventional Radiation Therapy vs. Stereotactic Radiosurgery

    Conventional radiation therapy (radiotherapy) administers a broad beam of radiation from one or two directions through normal tissues and requires between 10 and 20 treatments to complete.

    Stereotactic radiosurgery delivers highly focused beams from many directions so that the normal tissues experience less radiation and the treatment can be completed in only one to three sessions.


    Conventional Radiation Therapy vs. Stereotactic Radiosurgery

    The CyberKnife, like other stereotactic radiosurgery systems, uses a linear accelerator (beam source) and image guidance.

    In addition, the CyberKnife utilizes a robotic arm that gives the system flexibility to reach areas of the body that are unreachable by other radiosurgery systems.

    The CyberKnife system is able to locate tumors within the body without the use of an invasive stereotactic headframe used with other systems.

    This is much more convenient and less traumatic for patients.

    The CyberKnife system is able to compensate for patient movement during treatment, ensuring accurate targeting of the radiation source to the site of the tumor/lesion.

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  25. CyberKnife Society
    http://www.cksociety.org/

    Maker of the CyberKnife
    http://www.accuray.com/


    http://www.accuray.com/clinicans/clinical-development/applications/clinical-publications.aspx#Lung

    Clinical Publications
    Peer-reviewed literature on the CyberKnife® System is accumulating rapidly.

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  26. Farrah may have been a discrete person, but she made the decision to not be discrete about her cancer when Farrah's Story aired.

    She made herself a cancer treatment activist.

    So that is what I am focused on: for the lessons to be learned from it.

    And the lessons to be learned, may not necessarily be what Farrah may have understood.

    I think she may not have realized all the treatment options she had available in the US, that could have saved her life.

    She may have not chosen the best doctors in the US, instead of ones that could have saved her life.

    She may have missed out on her opportunity for early detection by not taking an early warning sign seriously.

    The December 2008 letter shows that even though she is suffering from the cancer and the treatments, she's still carrying on with her life in good spirits, which is a positive example for other cancer patients.

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  27. Why doesn't Greg Lott get it? Most of us DO NOT want to peep into Farrah's closet. This is such an invasion of privacy. We want her PROFESSIONAL website back, PERIOD. You know, the one before Tabloid Baby, her private documents were made public and the bashing of her loved ones?? This is not even close. He says he was her friend and business partner--Please get the website back, or be honest with us and say you can't.

    Look back to when he started this blog. Thousands of people followed/commented. Now it's down to just a few. The only reason I keep checking back is because he directed us here from the original site, saying it would be back up. He doesn't even give updates on it.

    He won't answer our questions. Why does the person who runs a fan website need a publicist to answer fan's questions?

    Greg, write a book, like the people you belittle, and those who want to see these things can, and the rest of us don't have to.

    Debbie

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  28. P.S. The only positive thing I can see that's come from this is all the cancer information that's been made available, and that was from fans, not Greg.
    Debbie

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  29. ANGEL CHARLIE-
    Ok why in the heck was this not an option with Farrah.
    WHY WAS DR.PIRO not speaking of this .?
    Was Dr Piro following orders from anyone ?
    A GOOD DOCTOR WOULD DEVOUR THIS, AND AS WE SAW FARRAH WOULD HAVE OWNED ONE- Truly the woman endured alot ,and it was her decesion that took her on the journey- So why was this not ever mentioned in the FARRAH STORY ? Also what was that last miracle cure Alana spoke of.
    the last one at I think in the story. Farrah left no stone unturned,and this is news.
    T-BOY

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  30. Debbie,
    YES, ANGEL CHARLIE, AND MOTHER OF THE YEAR HAVE BEEN SO KIND TO OPEN DOORS INTO THE WORLD OF CANCER, But again in defense of Cancer awarness it is posted, by Hitman
    Miller from John Hopkin's, twice!
    As for cancer ANGEL CHARLIE IS YOUR LEAD AT THIS POINT, and FOR THE WAY IT TAKES IT'S TOLL MOTHER OF THE YEAR IS AMAZING ,as her insight is personal and from her own experience.
    THE WEBSITE, WELL GOSH -First let's get the facts, it has only been 2 months if that, and second we waited for over 30 years for one to began with. GIVE GREG LOTT TIME- His word is good, BUT WHAT IS IT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ON THE WEBSITE---WHY HAVE THESE IDEAS NOT BEEN ADDRESSED, FARRAH IS GONE- But now we can possibly obtain things of the past, GOSH GOOD POINT. KIKO mentioned he had received his DVD- and so we know those are going out- or were going out- THEIR HAVE TO BE A CERTAIN AMOUNT LEFT- But my fear is ryan has put his finger into this, and is wanting a site to open under his guidance prior to ALANA'S BOOK.
    WERE TALKING MONEY, AND 2 SCOURNED MEN-
    TEXBOY

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  31. GOOD QUESTION IS AGAIN WHAT IS IT
    THAT WE WANT ON A FARRAH WEBSITE.

    As for slamming GREG LOTT, Why then would his site be a place for you.
    I trust him, he has a good record, all for the one situation mentioned her .
    I hope he can open to tell his side of the story, yet so many question it, IF I WERE HIM I WOULD GO FORWARD, PRINT IT, AND SAY SCREW THOSE WHO ARE NOT ON HIS SIDE, OR GIVE HIM THE BENEFIT TO DO SO---GOD KNOWS THE REST ARE CASHING IN. Again this has been offered free to each of us-
    TEXBOY

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  32. Texboy,
    You said it better than I...."Why then would HIS wesite be a place for you?"....correct, this website is no longer representative of Farrah's website or mission, it is Mr. Lotts.

    As for 'slamming' Mr. Lott, none of my posts have ever been mean spirited, on either side, as others do here constantly. Do you think Farrah had a mean bone in her body? Would she have used her website as a place to publicly humiliate her loved ones or relied on the tabloids for her news? I don't think so either.

    Debbie

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  33. ANGEL CHARLIE,

    SO TRUE- and this is why I am angry
    as in reading the post of slamming Greg Lott- and putting him on the the bd guy list right here where it is WELL KNOWN who most of us are
    in favor of as in truth, Farrah would in no way turn bout face and slam Greg Lott, NO WAY IN HELL ! She was a faithful person, AFTER ALL SHE WENT BACK TO ONEAL AFTER HE GOT SICK-She cared for him in his hour of need- So that right their say's alot about her being true, and not mean spirited. I have no proof yet that she was behind her own site closing, other than Greg Lott's showing us ,and that is all I need. DID RYAN CARE, NO- As if he had cared about Farrah's wishes that site would have remained up ,under the law, and only then if the things he did not like were not honored he was in the right to remove, as it was he who somehow wrangled this power.
    YES, I have learned A GREAT DEAL FROM YOU, and am still reading and researching, I have learned a great deal from MOTY as in how the final day's are so terrible in a cancer victim's life, DIGNITY- These people would just not post and ,SLAM ,SMEAR A MAN ON HIS OWN SITE -GREG LOTT OFFERED THIS AS HIS LAST RESORT, To give us fact.
    I feel now we are being blamed for the PUBLIC no longer posting, well human nature can be nasty, as after a person dies, they move on, they forget, BUT YOU CAN DAMN WELL BET THEY STILL POP IN AND EYE US UP. They want sooooooooo bad to see what Greg Lott is up to, and all the while defending their own hero, hero's ! SO REMEMBER PEOPLE FARRAH DROPPED HER LAWSUIT OVER THE POSTER- WHY IF SHE WAS MAKING PEACE- WOULD SHE DROP A SUIT, That was her one business concerne ? BASICLY ALL GREG OFFERED WHEN THE SITE OPENED WAS FARRAH MERCH- It was above board, THE WAR STARTED UPON THOSE WHO WERE CUT OFF- This can be taken ,and will im sure however you want to , but if I sent one of you a letter like the one Farrah sent Greg, how would you read into it- ALWAYS AND FOREVER-If you are doubting GREG, then after you read the letter, YOU, WHO ARE SLAMMING GREG, ARE DOUBTING FARRAH- FARRAH MENT FOREVER-and this was not her plan to have the site closed, I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE SHE DIED NOT KNOWING HOW GREG, ANDHER FANS WERE TREATED BY RYAN- GET REAL PEOPLE-
    GET REAL- THEY DID NOT WANT HER TO KNOW- GREG WAS KNOCKING ON HER DOOR, NO MORE THAN REDMOND BEGGING A JUDGE TO SEE HIS 86 POUND DIEING MOTHER- GET FRIGGING REAL- THEN TO TELL HER THE SITE WAS CLOSED ? AGAIN REALITY SUCKS- But it's simple- RYAN HOLDS THE CASH COW-.
    sO AGAIN, WHAT DO YOU WANT ON FARRAH'S SITE ? YOU HAD 4 YEARS TO OBTAIN IT- SHE IS GONE, SHE IS A PRECIOUS FROZEN MEMORY- ANYTHING LEFT IS NOW VALUABLE, LIMITED, AND WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS - CANCER, THE FIGHT SHE ASK US TO FIGHT- BUT IN HER FINAL DAYS RYAN RUINED THIS DOOR TO HER SITE- NO PLACE TPO POST FOND MEMORIES, NO PLACE TO DONATE 5.00 DOLLARS TO FF FOUNDATION- AND IT ONLY NOW SEEMS TO BE A MOUND OF ANT'S ,MOUNDED TO BE STIRRED UP- SO IF WERE SLAMMED FOR POSTING - JUST READ THE TOP OF THE PAGE- THIS IS GREG LOTTS SITE-
    IT IS GREG LOTT FRIENDLY- AND UNTIL RYAN IS LOOKED INTO , WELL MY MONEY WILL AGAIN REMAIN OF GREG LOTT- CA may very well have hi powered law, ryan was charged with METH POSESSION- EXCUSE ME ? THIS AS FARRAH WAS DEATHLY ILL ? all the while greg lott was maling out your items, working hard to get facts out.
    continued- T-BOY

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  34. UNTIL RYAN IS LOOKED INTO , WELL MY MONEY WILL AGAIN REMAIN OF GREG LOTT- CA may very well have hi powered law, ryan was charged with METH POSESSION- EXCUSE ME ? THIS AS FARRAH WAS DEATHLY ILL ? FATHER AND SON TAKEN IN AS FARRAH LAID SLEEPING- GET REAL-
    So yes we were screwed, and sadly we see one person who spent 62.00 on a photo , one who adored FF, so HOW MANY MORE WERE AT LOSS AFTER RYAN HAD THE WEBSITE CLOSED-
    AGAIN THIS IS TRULY THE MOST NASTY PART OF THE WHOLE SITUATION-CANCER KILLS- FARRAH WOULD WANT THE SITE UP- AND RYAN I FEEL WILL SOON HAVE IT UP, SO DONT WORRY , You will get his lack of style in FF ,photos, and lack of truth in those who are cashing in- GREG LOTT AGAIN DID NOT CHARGE YOU TO READ ONE OF MANY LETTERS- THIS I KNOW WILL COME---ALANA IS CHARGING YOU TO READ WHAT FARRAH TAUGHT HER.
    Had those 2 people worked with Greg Lott, backed Greg Lott and run EDMIRE AWAY , We would have had a last chance to donate, and fight- HOW CAN WE FIGHT CANCER ON FARRAHS BEHALF - By TRASHING HER FRIEND WHO PLANNED TO GIVE THOSE PROCEDES BACK ?
    Im insulted that you who question this page always come back for more. AGAIN THE PAGE IS UNDER GREG'S REQUEST-
    TEXBOY--WHO CANT SPELL

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  35. OH COULD RYAN TAKE THE NASTY TALK ABOUT HIM, ON HIS BLOG ?
    NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
    Greg has allowed you to question him, and in the days to come as the site is honored to the orders
    that MR MILLER spoke of, being honored by Greg Lott, why not BACK GREG- OR JUST GO GOOGLE RYAN, SUPPORT HIM- BUY INTO HIS STORY, HE KNEW ABOUT THE JOURNALS, HE EVEN TOLD ALANA HOW SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD DO JUSTICE- LOL WHAT A SLAP IN THE FACE OF CANCER, FRIENDSHIP OF FARRAH AND THE WORLD, AND LASTLY FARRAH FAWCETT-
    T-BOY

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  36. Debbie,
    Thank's, I just think it's sad that a place I blogg, and yet under the circumstance, and yes sadness over Farrah, who in reality cannot defend herself.
    Maybe this is what RIP really means.
    Ryan again closed down Farrah's site. I will always believe it was not her knowledge that it was done.
    No you have been kind to me, the only person who is mean spirited is the person who ask if Greg Lott and I were lovers,ok this is when I
    knew we were in the midst of SCREWBALLS,people WHO NEVER CARED FOR FARRAH PERIOD ! She being from the Sunshine state did not realize that these bloggs can be admitted in a court of law. So basicly I post often, and will continue to do so in my true honest opinion. As only showing up to be nasty is TACKY, LAZY ,and NOT FARRAH FRIENDLY- You are not like this, and yes you Debbie post some very good questions, as well as opinions. I agree I hate being teased with a dribble here and their, and told Greg was working on having the WEBSITE open 2 weeks ago, it is frustrating, but we do not know where, and what Greg Lott is doing on behalf of FARRAH'S LEGACY, and possibly with Redmond ,as well as honoring our Love of Farrah. The truth is that I do not agree with those who closed the site, nor do I find it normal to see personal, intimate letters posted,and in small amounts, I still want to know who Tabloid Baby really is, as well as WHY THE NEWS HAS NOT BACKED SUCH A CAUSE AS GREG,and FARRAH were working on, and offering. Normal no way under the circumstances YES, I THINK IT IS VERY FAIR.Greg has not come in and answered the many questions, and accusations made toward him, but again he has allowed us to know first off it was not going to be pretty, We were after all warned. As the book on alana's life is sold, again I say we just wait, and agree to disagree. I thought last week of a simple fact, what had each of us attended FARRAHS MEMORIAL- WOULD WE BE KIND TO EACH OTHER- I would.
    I really dont think any true fan of Farrah's could be mean for long,if mean period. Today and always a true fan of Farrahs is a friend of mine.
    T-Boy

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  37. The sad part today is how we can no longer look for a new photo of Farrah, or can we expect to see Farrah on Letterman. We can no longer watch her leave a tennis court, without makeup.
    No more NEW REINVENTED HAIRSTYLES.
    NO MORE FARRAH PINK LIPP'S.
    NO MORE MOVIES, NO BEING DARING AT ANY AGE TO JUST BE HERSELF. No fun roast, where Farrah was just Farrah. No CHARLIES ANGELS REUNION,With Farrah flipping that hair, and saying FREEZE- No more fun style, AND GOD KNOWS HOLLYWOOD
    IS LIMITED IN THIS AREA. No more natural beauty, who did look even more beautiful in age, the girl always seemed to just get more radiant. NO MORE FLIGHTS TO TEXAS- No more Nar's lipstick swaps. So today I have a memory, and a vast collection that is not strewn like a true fanatic, but packed away, for a day when I want to go back down memory lane.
    I MISS YOU FARRAH.
    TEXBOY-Greg

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  38. Thanks, Texboy.
    Peace,
    Debbie

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  39. Texboy,
    That's the kinds stuff I'm talkin' about....you made me cry.
    I miss her, too.
    Debbie

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  40. Texboy 9:42 am I feel the same way,Farrah was the last of that kind.
    Today there is so much artifice and Hollywood packaging and nothing real or genuine anymore. One thing we fans have is the body of work she left behind and the many messages of hope,fearlessness and courage.I personally have not watched any of her movies or Charlies angels since she left this world.I can look at pictures/magazines but to watch her moving and talking is hard and I never knew her and that shows how much people cared for her and why so many of us want the truth out there and i feel Farrah would as well.I applaud Gregg. And just the way he responded to fans if they had a question about merchandise always polite and quick replies. It shows he had character and you have to respect that in this kind of world we live in today.Nikki V

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  41. I know, and I will always remember how Robert Duvall wrote Jessie Dewey just for Farrah.
    The part was small, but FARRAH did what she is best at doing, bringing the character to life.
    Duvall recently had a fitt, over a question when ask how he felt about Farrah, he defended her acting ability, and said that she had always been underrated, and overlooked in so many movies that she would have been perfect for. So many dont remember her role as Joan Robinson Hill, the famed Houston Dr.'s wife who was said murdered by Dr.John Hill, in that role alone she was amazing, she took her acting serious and it showed. Today we focus so much on the awards, who wins, and wears what. When Farrah just wanted to enjoy the role, no matter who won. Her winn this year is very possible, and I only trust Farrah's Father can walk onto that stage and accept it on her behalf, possibly with Redmond at his side- I wonder again who decides who the winner's are ? MAYBE WE CAN RESEARCH THIS AS WELL AND CAST OUR VOTE- and not one out of just sympathy, but COURAGE, AND THE TRIUMPH SHE SHOWED ! I just think it with a few of her
    Special items, THE RED SWIMSUIT, AND HER FAVORITE SCULPTURE, WOULD BE NICE IN A FARRAH FAWCETT CANCER CENTER-These are the some of the things she taught me, that illiness dosent
    discriminate, and TO LIVE EACH DAY- She loved life- She had a way with not just settling for the DIVA title but rising above it and never stopping to be honored,or bowed to, she was fun being on our level as a fan, and still being a SPECIAL STAR, not just the Hollywood kind either. LOL- She is not hurting today, I bet she is asking God where he keeps his hair conditioner- Ha !
    I always said God has a sense of humor, it is the bitter he detest. Was Farrah ever bitter, I dont know, but I never saw her rise up and act rude-like the FAKES we are left with in H-WOOD
    The scene in The Burning Bed, where she lost all of her school work is another fine area of her acting ability. That scene alone was worth the whole movie- She knew the importance of those things,and brought her own method into each role.
    TEXBOY

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  42. The Los Angeles area has two CyberKnife Centers.
    Texas has 5 CyberKnife Centers.
    Florida has 15 CyberKnife Centers.
    The US has 107 CyberKnife Centers.

    So, how many CyberKnife Centers does Germany have?

    Brett Hudson was singing the praises of the CyberKnife System on his last blog entry as one of the great features of German cancer care being better than US cancer care.

    How many CyberKnife Centers does Germany have?

    We know that they have at least one in Munich since Brett Hudson talked about receiving treatment from the CyberKnife in Munich.

    According to CyberKnife.com, the site where you can query the locations of all the CyberKnife Centers,
    (
    http://www.cyberknife.com/CyberKnifeLocations.aspx
    )

    Germany has a grand total of .... 1, that's right, bunky, 1, CyberKnife Centers!!

    Here it is:

    European Cyberknife Center Munich-Grosshadern
    Max-Lebsche-Platz 31
    Munich, Germany
    Phone: +49 89 45 2336 0
    Fax: +49 89 45 2336 16
    Email: info@cyber-knife.net

    So the Final Score is: US 107, Germany 1.
    It's also: Los Angeles 2, Germany 1.

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  43. Texboy, I never saw Farrah give a bad acting performance. She was always great. She was even great doing Jill Munroe, the character she thought was beneath her talents. That character was perfect for her. I was disturbed in some of her comments doubting herself in Chasing Farrah. She seemed to be too critical of herself and seemed to lack self-confidence.
    I couldn't understand why she seemed to have self-esteem problems.

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  44. Angel Charlie,
    I know what you are saying, I saw that alot in Chasing Farrah !
    I remember her saying in the archive interview Larry King has on CNN- IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT-That in Charlie's Angels she wanted to broaden the script, like have the angels visit her family, and things like that, which I can see would have worked, yet Spelling did not want to change, which the show seemed ok, but day in day out, I can see Farrah dealing with FREEZE- LOL- I bet that schedule was tough, and to have Lee ,plus the world in love with you, WOW !
    I do not think I have ever seen a really indebth interview, well except her Telling Mela in Chasing Farrah how TELLING CHARLIE SHE WAS LATE DUE TO A BUBBLE BATH- That was as honest as I have ever seen her on the Jill character. I did go back and watch a few episodes last month and she was amazing. You would have never guessed her schedule was so tight- She seemed at ease, but It is like this , Had John Kennedy never come to Texas, history would have been well, WHO KNOWS- SELF ESTEEM - I think she was like you seem to think, suffering in this area, and then just when you think she go's away she paints herself for Playboy- and then fought Hefner over the cover, landing her 2 seperate covers. Which I say shame on Playboy for not doing a tribute,and maybe they will, but so many treated her in death with about as much respect as they showed her in life- As for the famous letterman ,well I truly do not think she was on any drugs, I know at 50 ,she loved Tequlia shots
    and this is all I ever knew . I think had it been anything it was a Show to cover up tiredness, as she said- Mela Murphy would know what she did,and how she acted prior to walking out- Mela handed her the lipstick that Farrah dropped, and bent over to pick up causing the world to say drugs, But if you look at that segment, and then watch her first episode on Chasing Farrah, where she is setting in the hotel talking with the Producers, she is holding the same tube for a few minutes prior to picking up her camera. She was known for a lipstick always in hand, pocket -Who knows but I agree she was always sheding light on messing up- NEVER DID I SEE HER MESS UP-
    TEXBOY

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  45. I think she did a good job on Charlies Angels,it was more the light scripts and it's the actors that always get the blame for the writers.
    Even in Somebody Killed Her husband she was good her actiing in my opinion was never bad in her early movies.I never understood why they went after her for her acting and never the scripts or the writers which was the problem not her acting

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  46. texboy do you think her website will ever come back?
    I hope so,she deserves a place for fans to go to like that

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  47. NIKKI
    I do think her wedsite will come back.
    Honestly, what I think is Greg Lott
    will honer his word on Farrah's merchandise.
    He will see that those who have questions, order problems, or like Shadia refund problems are solved.
    "BUT" Ryan will be the one to open the official Farrah website, as it is simple, he pays a few teenagers to run it, and send out the remainder of AUTHENTIC FARRAH ITEMS,and then Offers re print's.
    In saying this, Greg has promised to re-open a place where you and I, AS WELL AS OTHER RESPECTFUL PEOPLE WANTED TO PAY A RESPECT ON HER OFFICIAL US SITE- and this was never an option.
    We know the site sold merch, and Farrah knew it worked ,and at her age, as well as her lack of work as in acting to have a reason for a huge percentage to even care, WE DID -We are a group who looked at the site, and even if costly we supported the site. So as Ryan saw those final day's ,and then saw the wording changed ,somehow a contract was not signed, where the 5 year plan was honored, as the site would have possibly gone 8 years, as any plan like Farrah made for a 5 year roll out, allows for an over amount of material, so I say 3 years over the 5 year roll out- Ryan I honestly feel will be the websites new owner. If those papers were infact giving him the right to make decesions, and if Farrah did, or did not sign them, or they were signed under the influence of medication, this could be questioned in court. If Greg Lott was in fact a lie, well he can be in alot of trouble, but again a judge will have to decide this, as I do not see Ryan setting by and watching Greg Lott have anything more to do in representing FARRAH- I say this as it looks like Ryan was already mad at what he saw. So in the time to come , and we watch things play out I feel NO WAY WILL A SITE BE UP UNDER GREG LOTT- I will again say, Greg has done a great job in all areas, as well as adding new items, and having access to so many vintage items, this say's a heck of alot- WHO ELSE HAD A KEY TO THE SAFE- The safe place these items have been stored for almost 30 years, VINTAGE HAIR CARE, and SIGNED .....NO ONE BUT WHOM fARRAH DESIGNATED TO TAKE IT PUBLIC, and this says WHAT A SMART WOMAN FARAH WAS- The haircare was not fresh, after a certain time it was originaly made, but Farrah knew it would come in HANDY ON A RAINY DAY.
    So , GOSH- Again I cannot and will not buy from anyone but Greg Lott, as I still stand firm that if Ryan get's his hands on A FARRAH SITE, I will just give my money to another Cancer Society. Times are very hard, the economy has effected everyone, from Myself to Greg Lott on down to ryan oneal-,It would be possible that A HECK OF ALOT WOULD HAVE SOLD POST FUNERAL, But things did not work out that way, and so money was lost on cancer research ! It is a shame, Plus why were their never any DVD's other than Playboy- and in ending WHERE WAS KEITH EDMIRE IN THIS ?
    We do need to be brought up to date as Dr, Miller did say it should be up by Friday 2 weeks ago.
    This meaning I took it Greg had won. BUT STILL NO SITE- and we all know in Chasing Farrah how organized that one storage is/was.
    She was more organized, and more of a business person than most ever thought ! But a kink got in somewhere, and I SAY MEDICATION !
    TEXBOY

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  48. Angel Charlie,
    Gosh- so really what happned ?
    I wonder if Farrah's doctors had a reason, a motive, or just did not understand how to work this AMAZING SOUNDING EQUIPMENT ?
    So is Brett A RADICAL- Meaning is he almost ANTI AMERICAN, do you think ?
    To not be a smartty I am in my late 30's and only remember one of the Hudsons being Goldie's husband.
    But if he is into that kind of crap they can keep it in Germany.
    I want to read more on this as what jumped out was Fl has the most. Wonder why Fl ? I have been truly blessed, and even now as America has some great doctors, I am one who would have to depend on them, as I cannot afford Germany, and now see why Farrah fought to leave, to come home- That part of the story was AMAZING- She allowed no one to stop her- She was so out of it, that in America I do not think our Dr.'s would have allowed her- Her voice, her look, and her answers were very NOT LIKE HER, When Dr, Vogal said not to leave- She was very different their . I think that part threw me- Farrah always respected those who were treating her, but why then was she so determined TO GET THE HELL OUT OF DODGE ? The restroom scene was also strange, as was her walking ut taking her own luggage - THAT PART WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME WONDER WHAT REALLY HAPPENED-
    TEXBOY

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  49. This site is FULL of completely insane, stalkeristic FREAKS. Seriously people, you all make crazy assumptions, actually THINK you are in the in the know, it's actually laughable. You all need to get a life, move on and realize there are three sides to every story and we'll never know the truth here so GET A LIFE, MOVE ON and stop pretending that any of your postings will make ANY difference.

    Total WEIRDOS taking the time to post on this useless site need HELP!!

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  50. WOW, FARRAH even left her mark on children, ----little boy/girl it is your dinner time.
    Turm Mom's computer off and go wash up.
    Maybe later you can watch your favorite cartoon.
    HAVE YOU NOT LEARNED TO TYPE YOUR OWN NAME YET ?
    TEXBOY

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  51. Anonymous 4:55 pm sounds like you have some kind of an agenda.
    We are here for the TRUTH. Why are you hiding behind anonymous(HMMM)? We are here to support Gregg and Farrah and the truth. We all had to watch and listen to two people in paticular lie and lie on their Farrah has cancer MAKE ME FAMOUS AGAIN interview tour from May-June 30th and now we seek the truth and a place to call them on it. Do you get it???
    Besides why are you on here if only freaks and werido's post on here? Are you trying to tell us something about yourself?

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  52. Texboy I thought Gregg had a contract with farrah for 7 years for the website? Maybe Im wrong. Do you know if the lawsuit with Craig Nevious is still going forward? I would love to see Alana and Ryan in court. Also what do you make of the anonymous A**H*L* that posted at 4:55 pm ? Seems to be a very bitter person. NIKKI V

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  53. NIKKI, You may be correct on the 7 year contract.
    I just think it is sad that the site was ordered down, one due to ryan wanting Greg silenced, and this was the greatest slap as many wanted to post wishes, and memories
    as well as personal thoughts.
    If you watch , I just bet soon Farrah's site is up , and how strange alana never had a site in the last year- to do something. But my bet is alana, will have a MOTIVATIONAL SITE- and ryan a new sparkly site- I just wish everyone who did buy would post ,and say thanks, GOSH EACH OF YOU HAVE ACTUAL FARRAH ITEMS- SO COOL- ,
    As for the post from annonymous, LOL, PROBABLY A BIG DRUNKEN SLOB-
    Who was on his way out the door chasing those Ca silicone sex-pot's.
    NOW IM LOW- LOLOL
    TEXBOY

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  54. yep- I wonder if it was that man
    on CHASING FARRAH- who interviewed those who wanted a job- lolol
    Truth be known Farrah read most of her mail, and I bet she was a great eye of character. She would just think that annonymous was a mean and bored person.
    FUNNY THEY HAD NO QUESTION, OR ANYTHING TO SAY BUT FREAKS- It does look strange- and in Ca it is only 6/30- LOLOLOLOL
    TEXBOY

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  55. Dr.Miller,
    I just heard the footage, pardon saw the footage on FOX NEWS- that aired withen moments of Farrah's passing, DR MILLER - YOU DID GREAT.
    and even on that day you spoke your mind, and even answered the question on Ryan' proposal of marriage very tactful.
    THANK , AS I MISSED THAT
    TEXBOY

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  56. HERE IS A GREAT IDEA- Why not
    tell WHAT YOU WANT, HOW YOU WISH THE DESIGN TO BE. AND WHAT YOU WOULD CHANGE IF ANYTHING ABOUT
    FARRAH'S SITE- As if you were going to visit it, how would you like to see it.
    TEXBOY- I will post first.

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  57. OK ME FIRST----KIKO- Where are you?

    I would like to see
    a choice of DVD'D-
    I WOULD LIKE TO SEE PHOTOS at group purchase prices , like the
    seperate set's priced at 30.00 each to be cheaper with the option to purchase single at reasonable cost, as well as A TRIO SET AT A DISCOUNTED COST.
    I would
    'LOVE TO SEE REPLICAS OF FARRAHS ART,SCULPTURE'S RE-PRODUCED,AND ALLOWED TO PURCHASE.
    I would like to see the site re-produce ANGEL WINGS- OR ADD THEM.
    I would like to see A DVD,A PHOTO,AND A POSTER, AT A REASONABLE PRICE,AND AS A spotlight purchase, where the procedes go to a legit cancer foundation that Farrah chose.
    I would like to see vaulted archive interviews, as well as the
    DATELINE INTERVIEW that was only aired the night Farrah passed away.
    She looked so nice- I would like an area where comments can be sent to REDMOND- and if He cnnot receive them, He can do so when he is back in the public.
    I would like to see a comment area where we can leave our one favorite memory of Farrah.
    I would like to see a colume with ANGEL CHARLIE , POSTING CANCER RESEARCH, AS GOSH LOOK AT THE INFO CHARLIE HAS ALLOWED JUST HERE.
    AND I WOULD LIKE TO SEE GREG LOTT,retain his posotion ,and again do the great work he has done starting in 06- with an added blog space for unedited comments.
    HERES TO A NEW FARRAH SITE-
    TEXBOY

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  58. Nikki,
    What is your take on Craig Nevius?
    I just heard it was his attorney who ask him to stop proceding on the week he wanted the doc pulled, as that would have ruined his credibility.
    Second A CONTRACT WAS SIGNED IN 2008- giving him creative control.
    Third, Farrah signed over all decesion to ryan , ok, it dosent say just the movie, but in thinking about it, she like so many thought possibly this ment that ryan took control over GETTING NEW CAR TAG'S, PAYING THE UTILITY BILL'S, CREDIT CARD BILLS.
    AND BANKING, Those things, NEVER THINKING ABOUT IT HARMING OR BASICLY VOIDING OUT THE LEGAL CONTRACT SIGNED BETWEEN CRAIG AND FARRAH- So how do you see it, when A CONTRACT IS A CONTRACT, and to remove a person w/out their consent is illigal,! No matter if a person is on their death bed- this is just learned. So what do you make of this ?aS FOR CRAIG'S FOLLOWING UP W. SUIT I DO NOT KNOW,yet now is a better time to procede than 2 days prior to her story. It would be ryan, alana and Farrah's estate that would be sued.
    TEXBOY

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  59. This Allen Miller (a publicist who CANNOT SPELL for Christ's sake!!!) was NEVER Farrah's publicist so his interview was a farce. Greg Lott was a sad sack old friend from Texas FF felt sorry for and couldn't shake in the last year of her life. He continued to show up at her condo, attempt to enter her storage facility and has threatened those close to her with vile and illegal phone messages. He is currently being investigated by the police and multiple attorneys. It is just said that this site is perpetuating falsities and lies. Let it go already.

    Yes, it would be nice to have a site to leave fan messages but FF's site was taken down because Greg Lott started to use for his OWN agenda, putting disparaging remarks about Ryan and Alana and whether or not he felt that way (which he is entitled to feel) he could not use HER official site as his platform. THAT is why the site was shut down people, do the math.

    I just think it's sad to drag her memory and her son into this personal disagreement. Let a lawyer or a court decide what's right here, not a nasty and one-sided blog. I am sure Farrah would turn in her grave to see her personal notes posted here and since she and Greg Lott did not even speak or see one another in the last year and a half of her life, he is coming off as a truly bitter and scorned man.

    Move on Greg, she's gone, you got out of her what you needed to stay afloat financially (as she allowed you to since you had no other means of an income) and your role as "go to man" is over.

    Nuff said. Oh, I'm not a little girl or boy for the moron who asked. I'm someone who really knows this situation and finds it incredibly immature and inappropriate.

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  60. OK, FAIR, ANNONYMOUS.
    We are under the false impresion.
    I by the way cannot spell, but your smart. Please tell me what Greg Lott has truly done- you are annonymous so fair is fair- We are being lied to ?
    If you do not mind, will you please fill us in. If I find out I have been lied to and that Greg Lott who is well known here in Texas is commiting criminal acts, I trutst you will be specefic- I want to know where he is at, as well as how rude he became, I also want to know a rough estimate on Farrah's estate, has ryan visited Redmond- is alana using the media, and saling Farrahs personal belongings. and WHY NOW , JUST WHAT HERE HAS SET YOU IN MOTION.
    I know Greg Lott , and this is very frightning accusations, and why is ALLEN MILLER AS YOU CLAIM FALSIFIED HIS OWN PERSON, AS WELL AS PERSONAL HISTORY WITH FARRAH. I do know when I met the 2 it was much more than cute, and feeling sorry - TELL ME , PLEASE ,AS I WILL BE FAIR, AS LONG AS YOU REFRAIN FROM ATTACKING US, US AS BLOGGERS. We lost Farrah Fawcett, we lost Farahfawcett.us, we have no place to remain as a group other than here, and is it true that Oneal threatened to kill Craig Nevius ? did farrah sign over everything to ryan. I will meet you half way.
    T-Boy

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  61. I am as well mature, I have respect for truth.
    I want proof , and will not fight you. I am asking for honesty.

    We have nothing to lose in the truth, but why now are you telling us YOU KNOW !
    Why did you not tell us this information way back. I can say I wrote Allen Miller and suggested I had a timeline, I hope you will please again be kind to we who love Farrah, im not scared, I am under a blog of a respected man, until you can bring proof that this is not correct- WHY has it taken until now.
    T-Boy

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  62. OK ANNONYMOUS-

    Again will you please be more specific. Allen Miller in on FOX NEWS- GREG LOTT I have seen, and this is very disturbing.
    I do not go under alias names, as my spelling would give me away so if you can shed TRUTH ON THESE STATMENTS I GUARANTEE YOU I WILL NO LONGER POST- GREG LOTT IS A KIND MAN, Greg Lott personal financial history should be kept private, but aside from this , why was ALLEN MILLER ANNOUNCED AS Farrahs publicist the morning she died. Why is this not being looked into- FARRAH WAS UNDER HEAVY MEDICATION, Tell me how this can ever be solved, as to her TRUE FEELINGS- Tell me about the warehouse, was GREG LOTT NEAR IT.
    Did he try and break and enter ? oR DOES HE HAVE A KEY, I was under the impresion he was at the helm of Farrah's merch- You have alot to back up, but my questions are fair, being that this is ALLENS MILLERS BLOG...I know what I saw in Texas, I know that Farrah was adorable and never frowned on anyone unless they were down right dirty, so this enters confusion.
    PLEASE ADDRESS ME , I WANT TO MOVE FORWARD, Why did Allen promise us that GREG LOTT was to have the site re-opened over a week ago. Why is their ,or was their no place to pay respect- I HOLD EVERY DAMN PERSON INVOLVED IN THAT AREA OF RESPECT- ON HER DEATH, NO OFFICIAL PLACE TO SAY GOODBYE.
    AGAIN ADDRESS ME- I will listen with a fair ear-
    TEXBOY

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  63. Dear Allen Miller,
    As you manage this blog, can you please answer to these charges made against Greg Lott-
    Will you tell me if indeed you were not Farrah's Publicist- and on a last note, why have you not interacted with us IN THE BLOG YOU CREATED- This is one question I have had from DAY 3 OF THIS BLOG.
    THESE CHARGES, GREG LOTT'S WHEREABOUT'S AND YOUR POSITION HAVE BEEN SLAMMED- FARRAH FAWCETT IS WORTH GOING TO COURT OVER, BUT YOU MUST ADDRESS PLEASE ADDRESS THIS , AS THESE ARE VERY SERIOUS ACCUSATIONS.
    Dear God, to be made a fool of dosent fly with me. If the 2 post made here by this person are bogus, well KARMA'S A BITCH- AND
    GOD IS EVEN TOUGHER ! But match both post, the one calling us FREAKS, they are from the same person- One if PASSIVE-AND ONE AGGRESSIVE- So man this sucks !
    TEXBOY

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  64. Would someone please get Dr. Vogl a CyberKnife machine?

    Dr. Vogl is a great doctor, but he really should get a CyberKnife machine and put away those long needles.

    I looked at Farrah's Story again and Dr. Vogl was not using a Cyberknife machine to kill Farrah's liver tumors.

    Treatment with CyberKnife is painless. Patients are not administered anesthesia.

    It appears that Dr. Vogl was probably using hyperthermia adminstered through those long needles he stuck in Farrah's liver.

    If Dr. Vogl had a CyberKnife machine, he could have killed her tumors without those painful needles.

    In the latter part of Farrah's Story, there are scene after scene of fast cuts, some of those scenes show medical devices used by the Germans.

    I did not the CyberKnife in any of those scenes, so she probably did not receive treatment with the CyberKnife from the Germans.

    It would have had to have been in Munich since that's the only place in Germany with a CyberKnife machine and she did have a Munich doctor, Dr. Norbert Pfuetzenreuter.

    But Farrah's Story didn't even mention him.

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  65. I wish it weren't true, but I'm starting to understand why my questions are never answered.

    So, if we are to understand you correctly, Greg, everything we ever saw about Farrah in the past is false.....pictures with Ryan--fake, Chasing Farrah footage with Ryan and friends--fake, Farrah's Story doumentary showing her and Ryan together and Alana as her best friend--fake???? And the only thing that is true, is that she asked you after she is gone to tell the world---AND HER SON, that it was ALL A LIE, and that you were really her lover and to expose her friends as liars and thieves???

    Gee, I wonder why anyone has questions.

    Debbie

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  66. ***Has anyone checked out the website charliesangels.com? Looks like it is run by a true friend, Mike Pingel. It is very professional looking, you can post thoughts for Farrah, and it tells you how to donate to the Farrah Fawcett Foundation.

    Debbie

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  67. Anonymous july 18th 8:34 pm Im assuming you must be apart of Alana and Ryan's circle,maybe Im wrong but you seem to have a strong first hand opinion about Mr.Miller and Mr.Lott.
    The letter is dated Dec 12Th 2008 6 months before Farrah died so a year and a half of Farrah having no contact with Gregg seems to be untrue and she seems to be sharig personal feelings with him. Also she trusted him enough to run her Official website and for someone who really she did not want around she sure did keep him around. She was famous and rich and if she did'nt want to be bothered with Gregg she could have done something about it to keep him from bothering her and asking him to run her website does not seem like a way to get someone out of your life and writting letters to that person.This all seemed to happen when Craig Nevious and other people were being shut out of Farrah's life around the time she was in the hospital for the Hematoma and in the documentary when Redmond visited her she seemed very sedated,so it makes me wonder if she was signing contracts ect' and being taken advantage of under sedation and being mislead by certain people who wanted $$$ and control. You come on here ANONYMOUS and make these claims and the people your slamming are not hiding behind anonymous so they must not have nothing to hide or fear.
    I agree Texboy I wish this person or persons would explain instead of making vague accusations. I have an open mind and honesty is not a threat to me,so I hope and wish you could explain yourself more to give us fans a better idea to your comments.

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  68. Debbie everybody is entitled to their own opinion.
    Nobody is saying everything in Farrah's life is false
    where did you come up with that?
    We all know charliesangels.com and all of us on here like and respect Mike pingle.

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  69. Debbie, yes, I have watched that site for a long time. I have always kept my eye on it as it dosent rule anything out on Farrah and the other angels. It is updated atleast 4 times a week. and you got it Mike Pingel is a true,blue Farrah friend. He is a kind and honest person.
    I am very, very upset as I have always refused to blogg, due to flat HORROR STORYS LIKE THIS- NAME CALLING -AND SLUR'S, THEN WE GET A BOMBSHEL DROPPED ONTO US, I I TAKE IT THIS WAY- I am asking that ALLEN MILER KNOW THIS IS VERY SERIOUS ,AND TO POST AS SOON S POSSIBLE ON HIS OWN WHEREABOUT'S. I never have had a reason to question either man . I again ask Allen Miller to tell us here where Greg is , why we were told a website was going to re-open, and that Greg has been accused of some nasty things. As for the name calling the annonymous post did call a few of us some nasty names, then come back to act like an authority in Farrah's life. I find this one reason I question annonymous. It was crude, and falt offensive, then in change to come back and post in a DIRECT SO ELIQUENT MANNER, ending in they were not a child was offensive, and showed it was the same person. I think it was a man- But until Allen comes and clarifies these charges, and defends the last of us who are backing his story I am really angered. A BLOG OWNER, AS WELL AS A PUBLICIST,SHOULD BE A LEADER, and I ask to be addressed.
    These are things a court of law are made of. Slander, theft, lewed call's and both sides are guilty until one side bring proof to the table. I know what I saw in Texas,
    I am stunned that Greg Lott has rested when accused of things that were printed here. Sure it is fair to saw ryan has been accused ,but he holds a key to Farrah's things.
    TEXBOY

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  70. I will go to my own grave knowing Farrah did not take pity on GREG LOTT- I will say that this person was very ,very gutter minded in the things posted on an ALLEN SMITH BLOGG, I set and read countless websites where in fact ALLEN was FARRAH'S PUBLICIST, until she drew her last breath.
    OK I BELEIVE IN WHAT I SAY- ryan is no longe my focal point.ryan will continue on in life w/out guilt, and all I now is he will always live with the memory of Farrah taking her last breath.
    DR, PIRO, said her eyes were open
    and I trust all 4 who were with Farrah took some goodness from those eyes, atleast one in 4. This person looks like KEITH EDMIRE.
    Keith if it is you and you have a problem with this blog and the post just go away, and enjoy your memory. ENJOY THOSE PHOTO'S YOU SPREAD ONTO THE WEBSITE'S, AND AS YOU SEARCH FOR A NEW STAR TO EMULATE, DONT MESS WITH US. You make me sick- Dragging a poster to a funeral- HOW SAD.
    Alans if it was you- well it figures- your words are worth the lines in your face, faulty, cracked and in need of a book to pay mr, botox- Ryan if it is you. Well you know FARRAH give to those in life, and w/out pity- To slam Greg Lott, and his finances here was tastless, and basicly it shows you have a reason to hate. homever you are, YOU DO SEEM TO HATE GREG LOTT- But in the process I am not going to be made a fool of- Ryan cannot take the truths I know of, the dates, the kind words, and the time I do know of Greg and Farrah in Texas.
    TEXBOY

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  71. texboy do you think it's someone from Ryan or Alana's circle

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  72. Angel Charlie,
    SO TRUE, I DID READ THE INFO .
    I now wonder why this was not offered here, and save the stress on travel to Germany-
    I still say Farrah wanted the hell out of their fast-
    But in illiness, and medicated state, it is not telling who helped dramatize her final months.
    I still say early detection, Farrah knew Ryan was Redmonds Daddy
    and did her best to preserve what seems to be of no importance to Ryan. OH LET ME ADD, DID ANYONE NOTICE THE ERIE SOUND EFFECTS IN THE FARRAH -REDMOND BEDROOM- WOW THOSE ALOE ARE EMMY AWARD WORTHY- I FEEL THIS WAS EDITED SO AS TO BE NOMINATED- NOW I DO---All that sound bite crap ,was very frightning, I somwhow wish I had not ever watched the lat minutes of that ,I am seeing alot more clear today. SOMEONE IS FRIGHTNED
    AND IT DAMN SURE ISINT ME-
    TEXBOY

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  73. if it is one of them I would rather have bad finances then make money off of someones tragedy or stopping loved ones from saying their good-byes. anyone who would do these things show what kind of character they have and morals.Their day will come it's the way the universe works and if they think otherwise they are only lying not to the public,not to Farrah but to themselves.

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  74. NIKKI, Ok this person left 2 post,
    THEY WERE HOURS APART-
    The first calling us names, then coming back and playing RYANS SIDE,
    ending in saying they were not a kid/ same person. FARRAH did not have tastless idiots as friends.But in death COCK ROACHES
    PLAY HERO'S- YES IT IS, I FEEL IT IS-
    T-BOY

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  75. SO IF THESE CHARGES ARE TRUE,AS YOU SAY, ANNONYMOUS, YOU NEED TO PUT THE DRINK DOWN AND BE WARNED THAT YOU HAVE TAKEN A MAN AND RUINED THE POLICE INVESTIGATION, AS IN MAKING THAT PUBLIC- how damn stupid.
    Do any respectful lawyers know yet of you saying these things in public- YOU WERE A USER OF FARRAH , and in death you exploit
    a so called invistigation ? So Greg Lott was ok until he began to speak- UMMMMMMMMMMM- FARRAH would never allow this, never-
    T-BOY

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  76. NIKKI, True, Farrah would never want anyone, not even oneals sorry rear hurt- This was not her style.
    HER HEART WAS PURE- and these prople will get this slapped back onto them. SO TRUE.
    It is well documented of Ryans violatile temper.
    T-BOY

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  77. texboy it sounds like it's from someone who may be from that circle
    Im not 100% sure,it's hard to say when people refuse to give a name
    But they seem very angry and a fan would not go on like that and the things they claim could only come from someone closely involved

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  78. It sounds like a damage control and defense statement

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  79. I like Allen Miller. Texboy you seemed upset in a earlier post are you doubting Gregg and Allen?

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  80. The letter posted from Farrah to Gregg does not sound like someone she wanted out of her life. I think other people wanted him out of her life. That would make sense First Craig was kept away from the the documentary,then Gregg Lott was cut off. So if you do the math as they stated it sounds to me that there was an agenda and it was not Gregg.
    I mean come on people think about it Gregg was running her OFFICIAL web-site not Sony Pictures for christs sake!( A term anonymous used)
    I doubt Gregg got rich by selling 50.00 photos I mean really c'mon!

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  81. NIKKI,
    I agree, it is sad to think these kind of people who say nasty personal things were in anyway involved with Farrah.
    T-BOY

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  82. Nikki, I know and like Greg ,but Allen I like as he has opened a can of worms that have shed light on Farrahs friends whom all look broke and desperate.
    But Allen neds to address this blog, and bring ORDER IN THE COURT.
    He was slandered, called a lie, and ect- Allen represents Greg, so this is a time he needs to really be representing .
    TEXBOY

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  83. NIKKI, What does A GO TO MAN , mean.
    That in no way fit the bill with what was being said.
    I can say Greg Lott is a decent guy
    as well as his care of the things that made Farrah happy.
    I know she has alot of areas in Texas where produce is, and her visits are legendary, Greg Lott was not only a PEPPER GUY-He knew the basic things that made her Happy. He needed a publicist, and possibly Allen was fired by Farrahs friends and this is his way of shedding light on the truth.
    I just think he needs to address us, and clarify these accusations.
    We have been called terrible names, NO BIG DEAL -But to think people can be so rude, and in the wake of Farrah's death. I would much more prefere to set and put my feet under Greg Lott's table any day that the edmires, stewart's and one oneal- Greg is a basic man with a heart. Allen Smith I do not know, other that being Farrah's said publicist, and now we are told he was not her publicist ? THIS IS WHY I SAY WE NEED TO BE ADDRESSED. THIS IS NOT RIGHT. But then the email's from annonymous are as strange, as those who took and took from Farrah. I hope to find Craig Nevius
    and truly support him, I now see he was right all along. He know what was removed, WE ALL KNOW FARRAH had a temper, as it is well known in alot of her own interviews, and I find it strange that not once she did not show this side of her in the film. SO MUCH HAS BEEN ALTERED- SO MUCH !
    I am almost now seeing what RIP truly means, but I will back Greg Lott, as his letter is truly a heartfelt letter from Farrah, it shows the side of Her we did not see in the BEING FILMED DOC FARRAH'S STORY- She lost hair in the shower, ok why did we not see her speak about these things, WHERE IS MELA MURPHY- and why did EBER TAKE CREDIT FOR TAKING FARRAH'S HAIR- TOOOOOOO FISHY ! AND THEN A PERSON WHO CANNOT HAVE THE BALL'S TO COME BACK AND DETAIL WHAT HE/SHE POSTED, WHEN I ASK ? IT IS PATHETIC-
    TEXBOY

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  84. it's got to be someone in that vicious circle. The post was too passionate against Allen and Gregg for it to be just some fan.
    And they claim to have first hand knowledge of Gregg breaking into Farrah's storage,which I do not believe,but it's someone in that circle
    I could be wrong but I really believe it is someone from there

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  85. NIKKI, I say Greg has access to oneof 2 storages, he told me 2 years ago that Farrahs merchandise
    was in storage , I ask if it was what we saw on Chasing Farrah, no he said, so my opinion was he has access to the storage that contains only items from the storage where the merch is kept.
    Why now did this annonymous post of him breaking into a storage. Why did he call and use lewed and threatening tones to Farrah's condo, I dont buy it- I do say he possibly was very hurt, and tried hard to see Farrah, WHO WOULDNT after 40 years of love, care, and the letter we see in this blog. GREG KNOWS SOMETHING- and he will possibly be charged for the missing diaries before this is over. ANNONYMOUS CANT ANSWER TO THESE QUESTIONS-LOL- Im thinking it is a fired nut , someone fired from Farrahs staff who knew alot.
    T-BOY

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  86. It was on tabloidbay or tabloidbaby that either Ryan gave them to her or she took them. In my opinion they probably both will share in the profits and Ryan will want to see how this book goes and what the publics reaction will be and then in time do his own book.
    This is just my opinion not stating it as fact.
    And I would assume Gregg had to get the items that the customers ordered if that's where the merchandise was. That's just being an honest business partner and doing his part for the customers who made a purchase.That post sounds very defensive and when your defensive it usually means your covering up your wrong doings or trying to turn the focus onto someone else. And like I said before Allen and Gregg don't hide behind anonymous which shows honesty.

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  87. I don't know if it would be a fired staff but it sounds more like someone
    who is out for damage control.Someone who has a stake in this,what I mean is someone who has a gain or very close to someone with a gain.

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  88. plus with the nomination, alot will be swept under the floor. THE USERS want to stand and take credit.
    FARRAH TOLD HER STORY, SHE LOVED THE TITLE WING AND A PRAYER, She even used it- so as aland went for 200.000 for this she claims to have done, and oneal cut off all contact, isint it strange that GREG LOTT JUST THIS WEEK HAD A PERSONAL LETTER PUBLISHED- GREG IS NOT SCARED OF RYAN- LEE MAJORS AS WELL WOULD BACK GREG LOTT- HISTORY HAS IT THAT FARRAH WAS ONLY HAPPY AFTER REDMOND WAS BORN- AND THEN SHE WAS DEALT HELL TRYING TO BE BOTH MOM AND DAD- IT ALL ADD'S UP, WHERE IS REDMOND, HIS OWN FATHER SAID HE WAS LOST AND COULD NOT FIND HIMSELF- FARRAH WOULD FIGHT IF SHE KNEW THAT WAS SAID, GRIFFEN IS TELLING THE TRUTH,HE LIVED IT- Back before ryan KNOCKED OUT HIS TEETH, HE SAW, GRIFFEN WOULD STAND AND TESTIFY BEFORE ANY JUDGE JUST HOW NASTY, ANFD GREEDY THINGS WERE . FARRAH WAS USED, EXPLOITED,
    AND CANNOT DEFENDE HERSELF- BUT TO SET AND "TEASE US" LIKE ANNONYMOUS HAS DONE- WELL THEY CANNOT EVEN POST THEIR NAME- OH and KEITH EDMIRE- If RYAN O NEAL FINDS A LEGAL DIET THAT WILL PASS A URIN TEST, YOU NEED TO CONTACT HIM ASAP AS YOU LOOKED PATHETIC THE LAST TIME I SAY YOU- TRASH. JUST TRASHY.
    T-BOY

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  89. NIKKI,
    What is so funny out of this is the OLD PHOTO ALANA CHOSE TO USE ON THE BOOK COVER.
    Farrah looked amazing in any photo, but Alana had to archive back to a photo where she had a little more collagen- That perm DATES THE BOOK'S COVER- Why not just a photo of Farrah- lolololol
    T-boy

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  90. Oh I totally believe Gregg Lott. Nobody ever liked Ryan and when he got involved with Farrah his career was just about done. Ever since 1982 he has been only known as farrah's partner just like Alana is only known for being her UH Friend.( Friend????)
    Personally texboy I doubt they were a strong couple after the 1997 break up. I think in my opinion they were a on/off couple/friends/father of her child type of relationship.I do not buy into the Farrah and Ryan Love Story not for one second!!!

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  91. FUNNY , ONEAL DID NOT BAN LEE MAJORS FROM THE MEMORIAL- after romancing that marriage. But Greg Lott WAS BANNED- LOL
    Lee know's, I always trusted Lee, even if he was a little primative in being THE MAN OF THE HOUSE-
    He adored Farrahm ryan adored the public. Farrah enhanced darkness.
    T-BOY

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  92. I hope if the lawsuit with Craig proceeds forward that fame and money do not take place of the truth. I hope Craig is still going forward with the lawsuit and I hope he wins

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  93. NIKKI, SO TRUE, IT SOUNDS LIKE A LOSER WHO IS CLOSE TO THE ONE WHO IS PROFITING- SO ,SO TRUE-
    They are weak, and as I first said childish-
    THEY CANNOT POST, AND ADDRESS MY QUESTION.
    T-BOY

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  94. To steal your best friends wife regardless of the state of Lee and Farrah's marriage,it shows what Ryan is made of

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  95. NIKKI I HOPE CRAIG IS PERSUING IT AS WELL.
    If oneal trys to do a sequal to what they already did I can only say it will be in bad taste.
    HOLLYWOOD WILL BLACKBALL THEIR REARS-
    T-BOY

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  96. I've read all the post, (that I could get through) and as much as we all loved Ms. Fawcett, I think we have to be real about her as well. I saw the Letterman interview and even with Ms. FAwcett's denials, she came across as very ditzy and spaced out, even with her own denials and fabrications of they lowered the sound track, we didn't see what was happening off camera, etc. She came across as a total ditz ball and I did see the show, as she chastized on journalist who commented on her behavior that night as having not done. I did see the interview and all of those things may have happened as she said, but that still does not eraze the fact that she herself sounded very unhenged. I was appalled by that. I left thinking that Ms. FAwcett was not dealing iwth aging very well. She was acting as if she was twenty and of the Paris Hilton/Lyndsay Lohan set. There was no inkling of Farrah, mature, independent, in control personnae we saw in the documentary "Farrah's Story" and that is tragic. So, we have to wonder and we do understand, because of Redmond and a deep past history with Mr. O"Neal she returned to him, but the love with him is very obvious in the documentary between the two. Mr. Lott why don't you tell us what Farrah intimated to you as to why she was with Ryan. It could not have all been because of Redmond, they could have parented Redmond from separate cornors. Redmond is old enough now to understand what was going on and it may have contributed to his not having himself together, but nevertheless he is old enough. I do want to say that at this juncture, we don't know about her Will, Redmond should as her direct descendent be the primary beneficiary of her estate. If Alana, has taken poccession of anything from the estate without the permission of the excecutor of the will, then Alana is in deep trouble. I notice that her Will has not been made public and I am waiting for that to see because that will tell a lot. Griffin you at this juncture should not be worried about Ryan, you should be focused to some degree on Redmond and letting him know that the first thing he should do even BEFORE he is out of jail, is to hire a good PROBATE ATTORNEY to represent his interests and he should do it NOW before anything else is removed from Farrah's property. That is the first step in protecting Farrah's legacy.

    Again Mr. Lott, I feel your pain I really do and I want you to tell your story, but in order to be credible,you must learn to use spell check on your blog or people will think you are not credible or an illerate person at best and again, question why Farrah would even entrust her website to someone like that. Even I've noticed that there are times when you are not quite making sense in what you are trying to convey and just with that alone Ryan O'Neal is scoring points. You must be credible. Why is it that Farrah left you and went back to Ryan? Did your relationship wtih her end. What did she tell you as to why she was returning to Ryan? That would be the better quesiton in my mind. Print that letter.

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  97. Nikki, and I have respect for Lee, as he has been kind of ignored, but has yet to cash in. and know this I would trust his word .
    He was a seemingly good man, his career was at full speed when Oneal's was long buried.
    T-Boy

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  99. They can't address your question,they just want to distract the focus and make Gregg look like the hanger on and the one who was no good. It's a old Hollywood story that people are always out to prey upon the Famous and Rich and that's what they are using to sway opinions because there have been many people who do this to the rich and famous,but not in this case. It's the other way around the gatekeepers were the ones preying on a sick dying woman, that's why nobody except for a few phony people were only allowed to see her

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  100. So where are the rest of the bloggers, those who defended ALLEN, AND GREG---?
    I joined this blog, as it was a place that we were already told it would basicly be ABOUT THE TRUTH, THAT GREG LOTT WAS IN FACT JILTED-NOW WHERE ARE THOSE PEOPLE - ?
    NIKKI, You have been very kind in defending Greg Lott, as well as Allen, and let me say Im with you.
    I just want allen to address us !
    T-boy

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  101. Also, pay no attention to the naysayers in terms of violating FArrah's privacy. I agree 1005 with the poster who said Alana is going public with Farrah's privacy so how does that make anyone else suspect? I was really appalled with Mr. Nevius filed suit that she and Ryan were saying..."how could anyoen do something like this at this difficult time...." I thought that was ridiculous for her to even assert. Look at what she was doing at that "difficult" time. Now as far as Ryan shutting off Ms. Fawcett's treatment, perhaps he couldn't stand to see her suffer anymore and if the treatment was not going to give her life, and it was only going to be a matter of time for Ms. FAwcett, perhaps that was the better decision to just let her go. I mean I imagine if the cancer had spread to her liver, it had also metasticized to other organs possibly her lungs, brain, bones etc. So even if Dr. Jacob had been given access to her, what could possibly have been done? Someone had to make that difficult decision. It was not written in the book of life that Farrah survive this although, she fought valiently. Perhaps by being made aware of her condition, the public will seek out other treatments. I know I for one have been steadfastedly reading up on cancer and other treatments offered by what has been written here and on other sites. I understand Mr. Hudson is going to begin something along the lines that Ms. Fawcett had in mind and I for one will be reading. So far I have not been diagnosed with a life threatening illness, but I would like to think because of Ms. Fawcett, I will be as up to date on it as I can be should the time ever come. I also want to say to Mr. Lott. Treasure the time you had with Ms. FAwcett and all the memories. Write a book, do a screenplay, whaeever to tell your story, but move on. Farrah, as Ryan said is gone now.

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  102. I think Allen is helping Gregg and it's maybe up to Gregg to speak to us.
    It seems Allen is relaying information from Gregg to us. I could be wrong,but Allen did say Gregg will be doing tv and print interviews in the near future. There are some of us who were angered about Ryan shutting people out,shutting down the web-site and just never trusted him or the other one. And you have those silly people who believe that farrah was being preyed upon by some former college boyfriend and they choose to keep their blinders on and believe Mary Hart is God

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  103. ITALIA, Hi !
    im the other one who cannot spell-
    OK So do you feel that if things comeup missing from Farrah's estate
    that Greg Lott is being set up ?
    After the post I read by another famed annonymous, I have to wonder.
    IT IT TODAY THAT HER THINGS ARE BEING MOVED- OR SADLY SOLD OFF, OR PLACED IN ALANA'S OWN HOME?
    Those close in her last days would not cherish her things, lack of respect, would only see dollar value-So Redmond needs a probate lawyer, and if im not mistaken this can be done if in jail, right ? As for Letterman, well Farrah knows, gosh that is or now is HISTORICAL- I did find it fun, and yes most of my friends and family thought I was nuts defending the interview.
    T-Boy---

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  104. There are alot of not so bright people in the world who have the kind thinking for example, yeah Michael Jackson only had one nose job because Entertainment Tonight said so.
    There are many people out there that let tv think for them and people who truly believe in Ryan's waterless tears on the today show, even though every tme he wiped his eyes there were no tears to wipe away
    but some people have the observation of a vegatable

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  105. ohhhhhhhhh A TRAIL TO FOLLOW-
    DUKE ENERGY ? OK , So ?????
    T-BOY

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  106. What could they possibly say Gregg Stole?

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  107. Nikki,
    yes, my point. the comment about trying to enter the storage, as well as the call's and Ms, Deb Curry, the bldg, manager, where Farrah resided, all add up to a set up-!
    But Greg vowed to fight this, and yes I agree, he had to have access to merch , and it was not like Farrah had it in her home, also had his finances been ruined why was or is he able to stay this long in a Hotel in LA, I think it is strange anyone knows of anothers finances, that alone is almost criminal in the way it was posted.
    T-Boy

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  108. italia has anyone you loved ever die? If so were you cutoff from seeing them or the chance to say good-bye due to others greed? One thing that the guy who's last name is Hudson I think,anyway he stated that the treatment he recieved that cured him was what Farrah was given but then taken off because it made her sick,but he said that was part of the process that it would make you sick as hell but it will ease in time and possibly cure or put you into remission and from what I read ryan stopped her from seeing and talking to her german doctors. Farrah also said that if she only had 2 months to live she wanted to be told so she could get her affairs in order and Ryan said himself that he lies to her and says she will be fine and Alana said she will not discuss dying with farrah because alana said she still hopes for a miracle for Farrah. Alana saying this knowing her treatment was stopped,interesting!

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  109. That's why I think the post came from that circle. They preying on the stupid with their anonymous posts

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  110. What's up with the duke energy post?

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  111. anonymous duke energy post,kinda long of a post.HMMM

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  112. Hi Texboy,

    This is the thing. Redmond must wake up and protect both his legacy and that of his mothers. See we don't know really the character of Redmond. We know he was troubled, but by what? We know Ms. Fawcett as being a loving, kind, fun human being. If you go on Tabloid Baby they have the last part of the interview Craig Nevius does with her where she states "...I am more than one thing." So we can only assume and I believe that she was probably a fantastic mother, but perhaps maybe too indulgent and could't see past her "pefect" son. Redmond has to step up to the plate, but if he is in the throes of getting himself together, he may not be quite there yet. I heard through interviews that people said he was a bright kid, well if that is so, I hope his counselors are advising him that there is a lot to do now that his mother has passed and there is a lot of responsibility of which he must take courage. You know going through his mother's things will really let him know who she was and why she made the decisions she made. It is unfortunate that he is incarcerated now because there is no telling what may dissapear. But we must only hope for the best. I still say where is her father in all of this? I realize that he is 92 years old, but he really should be doing something. He should file as executor of her estate if for no other reason but to protect his grandson's legacy. I am not one for casting aspersions on someone I don't know, and I have said over and over, there is a reason that Ms. Fawcett trusted Ryan in her last and ninth hour. I want to convey to Mr. Lott that this doesn't lessen the love and affection she may have had for him. You know much is made of the men being Lothario's, but we woman can be as well. I am sure there were other men in her life that meant a great deal to her, Mr. Lott being one of many. Ryan may be reacting to this with jealousy or some unexplained Bravado and I've posted that he obviously sees himself as Ms. Fawcett's "protector" and that is he reacted to Mr. Lott as he has done. I want the truth to come out, but more importantly it should be done in a tasteful manner as Ms. Fawcett is not too far gone from this world.

    I feel so bad about Mr. Lott being shut out, but at the same time. what can he possibly do. Either Ms. Fawcett didn't take care of business as she should, or things went just how she wanted them to go. Perhaps she was too focused on not accepting the inevitable outsome, Dr. Jacobs told her in Germany it was bad,but thtey would work with what they had, unfortnately there wasn't enough time to do that. But everyone must move on in a positive manner. Does Redmond know Gregg Lott? Could Greg Lott write to Redmond? Encourage Redmond to get himself together to take on the responsiblity of managing his mother's estate.

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  113. italia I agree about her dad,I know he is not young but he does have a wife who is much younger and could speak on his behalf. As far as Redmond I just hope he is not being advised by Ryan's lawyers. Redmond has alot to gain or lose and it's up to him now,his father did drugs with him according to the arrest of the both of them last year.
    I hope Redmond realizes the reality here. Hopefully Griffin can help Redmond,now that Farrah's gone he really has nobody that seems trustworthy. I hope he beats his addiction because it would be sad that all Farrah worked hard for does not go to someones drug addiction.

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  114. italia if things were being done to Farrah that were not honest it should not be overlooked just because it involves famous people. Most of what went on is a moral issue and there are no laws that get you in trouble for having no morals,what I mean is shutting people out for unknown reasons,stopping people from entering the funeral ( what kind of person does that)? That stuff is not against the law,but forgery or deceiving someone sedated into signing contracts may be against the law im not sure. I do agree her dad is really her next of kin other then her son who is in jail and Jim fawcett and his wife should do something.

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  115. texboy I have not seen the cover for her book. Is farrah on the cover at all? You say it's a old picture of her,to be honest she was never that great looking even when she was young I never found her interesting or attractive. I guess that's why she clung to famous men and friends. She has no talent in my opinion,I never recall her on any magazine covers except I saw on ebay she did a US cover with Rod Stewart from 1978,once again hanging onto someone elses spotlight. I hope the medical examiner in the MJ case waits to release the results for another couple of weeks,because that will overshadow everything for at least a couple of months.

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  116. I will say this much. It is interesting that "annoymous" refers to the posters on this site as being "stalkristic freaks" yet he/she post here themselves. A puzzlement isn't it? I think that progress has been made as the mainstream media has picked up on the strange goings on. Annoymous, it is another puzzlement as to why you so gleefully state that "we" Ms. Fawcett's fans will "never" know the truth. And I suppose you do? And if, perse you did...in fact know the truth, why would you advocate what has taken place? We may not know the truth about Mr. Lott, Mr. O'Neal and Ms. Alana. All I know aobut two of the four are their public personaes. Ms. Stewarts does not even come off as credile, I've seen her over the years, and she made me want to puke, I will say however, she seemed the most rock based during the documetary, that is the most grounded and serious I've ever seen Alana Stewart. However when she first surfaced in Ms. Fawcett's documentary, I have to be honest and say, my first thought was, how is this woman Farrah's best friend and what does this say about Farrah...again, my mind went back to the Letterman interview. I just came to believe that people get caught up in Hollywood and they don't know how ridiculous they appear to the outside public. I am glad that Ms. Fawcett got called out about her Letterman interview because it needed to be said. Even the last intertiew by Nevius to her in "Chasing Farrah' she comes off quite childlike, again I was uncomfortable watching it because the Farrah we saw in the documentary was the Farrah I would have liked to have seen in real life. I guess what is it about Hollywood that corrupts the spirit? I guess the lessons we can learn in life from watching these horror stories is how do those people get so caught up? Money, greed, incrediable lonliness will make people make desperate choices. Who for one talked Ms. Fawcett into plastic surgery? That person needed to be taken out. She was a gorgeous, gorgeious woman and probably would have grown into a very gorgegous senior citizen, but someone or herself maybe talked her in to getting plastic surgery and her one gift, her personal beauty was destroyed. I mean don't these people look in mirrors and see what ia around them? It is so sad. But she rose from that and she want on. I think that she didn't handle aging well or perhaps bad decisions about the plastic surgery and one thing led to another. Perhaps she had to be reconfirmed to herself by surrounding herself with people who adored her? You are right annoymous we don't know who the real Farrah was. So I personally will go with her choices as unfortunate as they were, Alana Stewart who isnow being held out to be a Saint, when what she is really doing is so diquesting to me. Ryan O'Neal he is just an bully who grew old and can't change. But now Ms. Fawcett is gone, and we should just let her go in peace. Crack pots like annoymous is too worried about when the truth will come out and what is being said that is why they are monitering the site and that alone makes me wonder.

    Nuff said.

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  117. I also wonder if the plastic surgery may have contributed in some way with the illness? Could somehow something have leaked and pooled to various parts in the body and interacting with other factors casued this? I know that it has been said that her type of cancer is usually caused by the HPV, but if the usual factors did not contribute then what did? If cancer is in the body, how does it interact with the plastic surgery? How does radiation, chemo and other drugs react to the foreign particles that re already in the body? Perhaps could that have been a reason that Ms. Fawcett had such a hard time with her illness? I mean if you have breast implants and radition and chemo is in the body, how does that interact with the implants? If you are trying to heal yourself, how does all that foreign material in the body interact with the drug outlay you have to be on and the strong surgery you have to endure? Can anyone talk about that, I'd be interested in knowing. I wonder if the women in Hollywood or anywhere for that matter who elect to having these procedures done ever think about he long term effects it has ont he body?

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  118. I agree she did not need any surgery. In 1997 on david Letterman she looked good feature wise,she just needed to put maybe 10 pounds on and she would have looked even better.
    I think anonymous is someone from either Ryan or Alana,they almost say they were there and we really don't know the truth but they do.
    You kinda have to read between the lines of the post.

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  119. Im not saying it was Ryan and Alana themselves,but someone from that circle.Just my opinion not trying to state facts

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  120. You know what italia a family member of mine said the same thing about Alana and how and why did Farrah keep that kind of company?
    We all make bad choices in life with the company we keep it happens to everyone and you look back and say what did I ever see in that person/persons.I think Farrah simply trusted the wrong people.
    Also I remember in dec 2007 or Jan 2008 the New York Post said Ryan was in NYC at a party with a younger woman on his arm saying to someone pray for Farrah she has a huge tumor in her liver,this was around the same time Entertainment Tonight did that segment Farrah's fight for life in Jan or feb 2008

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  121. I don't think plastic surgery would interfere with treatment or getting cancer.If plastic surgery caused cancer Cher would be dead. I think in Farrah's case it may have been detected too late,stress with her son and Ryan Im sure played a factor.They say anal cancer has a high cure rate. My friends mom had anal cancer and they had to do a colostomy and she survived 12 years but then got a secondary cancer and died.
    But the colostomy kept her cancer free for 12 years.
    That's one thing Im confused about in Farrah's case I remember the doctors in LA told her her tissue was very damaged in that area,so was it damaged that they could not remove the tumor or to damaged to have a colostomy? Does anyone know the answer to this? And why did Farrah choose Germany?

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  122. The more I read your post italia the more questions you raise and jogs my memory.On the 20/20 interview the day Farrah died Barbara Walters asked Ryan about the infamous D.Letterman interview and asked if she was on anything and Ryan said she was putting on a old playboy playmate act,but in 1997 on Entertainment Tonight he said he was worried about her and did not know what was going on in her life but said something was going on.I remember that so Ryan either lied with a straight face to ET or Barbara Walters.
    Regardless I thought she seemed fun in the interview and if she had a few drinks too many who cares we all had one too many at least once in our lives.I thought she showed a fun side that she never displayed to the public.I adored her regardless

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  123. even if alana had been ask the question of Farrahs 2 month request
    it is very common that the questions are reviewed prior to any interview.
    SO KNOW THIS ALANA KNEW ALL TO WELL
    ABOUT THE 2 MONTH PERIOD- or lack of.
    T-BOY

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  124. duke energy is a trail I think ?A place for us to contact.
    BUT I DONT PLAY GAMES. I did ask annonymous to respond and nothing.

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  125. Man, this site is exhausting to follow and I had no idea my two posts would create such a stir. One question I need to ask though: why are Texboy and Nikki V so damn responsive on this site? WHO are you two and why are you so reactive to everything posted? I am sure you are fans of FF, but the constant responding seems overbearing to me. Please explain.

    As for what I stated earlier, I want to you to understand that Mr. Miller stating he was her publicist is completely false. FF has had many publicists over the years including Andrea Jaffe, Sue Patricola, Jennie Weiman, etc... but never Mr. Miller, I can assure you of that.

    Re Mr. Lott: yes, they had a friendship and business arrangement, that is common knowledge but FF kept him in on the payroll because he had no job, no means to earn a living so she employed him so that he could make a living. That was FF; a kind hearted person to the end. He was banned from her life for awhile due to many reasons but his behavior today has become threatening, troubled and downright scary. The truth will makes it way out I am sure.

    Mike Pingel: ex assistant who runs a CA website. Not a good mix. FF's judgement was her downfall and hiring "fans" to work for you is never a good thing. Wonder why he wasn't allowed at the funeral? Think about it. Not a bad buy, but too clingy and tried to become too close.

    In closing, I will not be back to comment here. I have said what I need to say, as a friend to FF. I did not mean to offend by calling you all "stalkers" but the intensity of your replies is immense and while everyone is entitled to an opinion, so many of you are just so off of the reality of this situation it's becoming crazy.

    Mourn FF, set aside all the ill will and fighting and let the truth emerge. She would never want her personal thoughts to be exploited in this way so let's just respect her memory and be positive that yes, karma will play its role in then end. Thanks.

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  126. I agree, I somehow feel that if indeed nothing has been done, and Farrah's estate is an open book for anyone , or ryan then Mr. Fawcett bless his heart, should take legal action, a grandson with addiction, in prison, would be enough I feel to give Mr Fawcett a good lead, to secure, and stay secure until Redmond is free, and still then it is his, and who know's. Addiction is a strange thing, He seemed to be very GRIMACING. Almost smiling as alama filmed him after leaving Farrah's bedroom, what was that ? a shy reaction, he always seemed verrrrrrry quiet. So the lesson is I TRUST FARRAH ENJOYED HER THINGS WHILE ALIVE - Who knows what the letters, and those things stored could reveal, but I dont think we will ever know- THAT STUFF WAS COMBED MONTHS AGO-as Im sure Ryan went often to check on it-
    T-BOY

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  127. Anonymous look the internet is a form of communication in today's world. For some Farrah had a huge impact on us and we adored her just like many in the UK admired Princess Diana.That's what celebrities become for people and besides if it was'nt for fans they would all be broke,we make or break them.Stalking or fanatic is a whole other story and we are not that. We read and watched and feel that some things were quite evil being done to FF and to some of her loved ones/friends and we simply come here to express our opinions and use our right to FREEDOM OF SPEECH. Why do you care if I post 500 posts a day. I don't care what you do with your time so thank you for caring with what I do with mine. Also the Official website was taken down by Mr.O'neal and that was a great place for fans to pay tribute and buy merchandise of a great talented woman America came to love in 1976 and in todays fickle society she may fade away like so many other stars. Now that there's no website we as fans have no place to go. Also there are some who like truth unlike what we saw during may and june so ANONYMOUS that's why.I will now post even more now that I have pissed you off.

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  128. OK Annonymous, I appreciate you taking time to answer my questions, and yes even if you called me a stalker I am just me.
    TOO OLD TO BE A FAN, But where else would FF be supported at this time. I have to think of too things , we were left without a site, a legitimate offical site to purchase from, and the blame is due to Ryan Oneal- So sad that Farrah kept this paid person only because he had no job- ??? The public saw him ,he worked the site
    Farrah as said was using for Cancer research, so did all of the money go to Greg Lott ? Last WHERE IS GREG LOTT RIGHT NOW ! Is DUKE ENERGY KNOW HIS WHEREABOUTS ? I know you have said this is your last post, but get this word out to me. People got what they paid for , I have only seen here one person complain, and I trust they will be compensated. So if MR MILLER was never Farrah's employee, publicist, why is his ass not in jail. The man clearly said on FOX news , and other venues he was Farrah's Publicist. I want to know about Jenny Whnmann, or whatever-WAS SHE FAIR- WHY WAS SHE NO LONGER FARRAH'S PUBLICIST- All I SEE IS FARRAH BEING EVERYONES VICTIM----This is pathetic- BUT AGAIN I APPRECIATE YOU POSTING, AND HEY WHOMEVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOU TRULY HAVE FARRAH'S REMAINS ON EARTH AT HEART- AND NOT GREED- As this is all I am seeing.
    Thank you again,
    T-BOY

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  129. texboy the smile puzzled me to. maybe it was a shy reaction but me personally I would have been so upset if that was my mom and if some crazy lady was holding a camcorder filming my sedated mom and I, well
    lets just say that crazy lady would have that camcorder shoved down her throat. And Im a non violent person but that would have been reason for her A** to be well you get my point.

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  130. NIKKI....OH We would be best friends if we lived close enough- lol- YOU SAID IT- I appreciate that.
    To think how sad our THESE PEOPLE COULD GET BY WITH HAD THE INTERNET NOT BEEN POSSIBLE- The internet sheds light on the truth.
    We would have just been mislead had the internet not been possible.
    T-BOY

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  131. To add to my last post (HAHA anonymous) For that crazy woman to be filming FF as she lay sedated that was really twisted. And anonymous calls us crazy?? The nerve! Ms.Stewart in my opinion needs to be taken to a church and have a priest perform an exorcisim on her. I really doubt FF knew she and her son were being filmed by that crazy woman with that damn camcorder,for someone who claims she first had no idea how to use one really got to love it. I can only imagine what else they filmed.

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  132. Nikki, it was as if they truly exploited Farrah's son, in a healing condition ,as he had not yet even recieved any form of treatment when they filmed him- I honestly bet on my life, that Farrah NEVER SAW THAT ENDING- NO WAY- They distracted her from it.
    T-BOY

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  133. I agree texboy we would get along great

    Oh anonymous is getting pissed that I posted yet AGAIN

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  134. lol---omg - NIKKI- See we posted the same thought at the same time.
    Yes, I bet DR. PIRO saw alot of the camcorder as well.
    T-Boy

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  135. I WONDER IF HER PAIN MEDICATION
    AND HER DRUGS, TO EASE HER WERE TAKEN BY THOSE CLOSE TO HER ?
    In other words no one felt a thing.
    T-Boy

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  136. who would we be stalking anyway ?

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  137. No that's probably why they wanted Craig out of the way so they really could turn that documentary into exploitation and that's exactly what that was.I don't want to hear their excuses or claim Redmond really wanted for the world to see him and his mom together. She seemed like she had no idea who he was,so I can assure she had no idea she was even being filmed. That's why I really feel that crazy woman who's camera happy needs to get that demon out of her. I hope she has some real friends that can suggest either counsling or something. because in my opinion that is one f***ed up woman!!! And there are no excuses she's old enough to be a grandmother and should know right from wrong BY NOW.
    OH WAIT I FORGOT SHE HAS A BOOK COMING OUT ON HOW SHE LEARNED ABOUT LIFE AND LOVE AT 64. 64 AND YOU JUST LEARNED ABOUT LOVE,GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!

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  138. No disrespect but I think Dr.Piro did'nt mind at all being filmed if you know what I mean. As far as her medication who knows but it has been reported that you know who like his drugs and young women.
    No disrespect to Griffin or Tatum because I always liked Tatum since I was a kid,but the only hope for Redmond is the fact that he has Fawcett genes in him,the other gene pool is toxic as we seen over the years

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  139. NIKKI- SO TRUE....I was sad at that aswell as the area with Alana in bed with Farrah at the end, where Farrah had no lashes, and was so exausted- WHO WAS FILMING THAT ?
    I agree on exploiting Rd in a moment he was needing treatment.
    TO THINK - THOSE WERE HIS LAST MOMENTS 'EVER' with HIS MOTHER- and the world watched- THE SOUND EFFECT IN THAT SCENE WAS FRIGHTNNG- Like an oxygen machine going. and SO YES- THAT WAS TERRIBLY WRONG TO FILM -
    T-BOY

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  140. YES DR. P DID LIKE THAT CAMERA.
    He was on and off- one time she was a winner, the next a loser, then he had us thinking a miracle had been found. He was SPOOKY-
    Angel Charlie speaks of a treatment that was so posotive, and never used on Farrah.

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  141. I think maybe Joan Dangerfield or another friend. Im not sure but that was sad to see farrah like that.
    Im pretty sure it was The Crazy lady who filmed she and Redmond. And to think He would even allow his son to be seen in hand and leg cuffs knowing that would be the last time they would ever be together and it's on film. What kind of father or a human being would do that.
    I can say one thing Im far from perfect but I have to say none of them are going to Heaven.Im not the most religious person in the world but I believe in God and I know he must have scratched her name off his list after that. As far as Ryan his names been scractched off long ago his soul is rotten.

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  142. I know this has nothing to do with anything and Im only stating my opinion,but texboy it looked to me as if Dr.Piro had plastic surgery
    His cheeks,lips and nose looked worked on. Thats just my opinion and I have nothing against plastic surgery if it makes you feel better to each his own.
    Yeah texboy who would we be stalking.Trust me the anonymous person is trying to degrade us and manipulate us from posting and returning to read more of the truth. I would never waste my time stalking anyone famous or not. The only two stalkers I know is one who enjoys phone sex and another one video taping a sedated woman, That's stalking! And her and that damn camcorder running around she should have recorded one of Ryan's phone conversations

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  143. People want to say Gregg is invading Farrah's privacy. Have they seen the last 20 minutes of Farrah's Story. That's what I call invading privacy

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  144. NIKKI,
    I agree, Greg Lott waited from 06
    to 09- to become a nut ? Had he been a nut why was he allowed to run a wedsite, and take money. Why would Farrah keep a nut on her payroll for 4 years, as well as how much money was she paying him.
    SEE this is where HOLLYWOOD, REALLY SUCKS-IN THE END THEY SPEAK DOLLAR'S- We speak RESPECT- RESPECT IS THE TRUTH. MONEY TRULY IS A WAY OF LIFE, BUT HOLLYWOOD SEEMS TO VIEW IT FROM ANOTHE PLANET, NO HEART, NO CARE FOR FARRAH AT ALL. To bring her personal financial pay, and ect out is really all HOLLYWOOD IS ABOUT--FARRAH WAS NOT PAYING GREG IN PITY---FARRAH WAS A SMART WOMAN.IN DEATH THEY WANT TO SAY SHE WAS A DUMB WOMAN, This was not Farrahs style,
    If she paid Greg Lott as said, kept him on the payroll, well from what I saw he did work , he mailed alot from Lubbock, and then the LUBBOCK POST OFFICE COULD NO LONGER HOLD HER MAIL, So he sent it to Ryan ? THAT DOSENT LOOK LIKE GREED TO ME-
    T-BOY

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  145. OH NIKKI, I was going to post on Piro's plastic face- It was frightning- He truly looked like CHUKEY- AND - A HALLOWEEN DOLL- It was very ,very noticable.
    He was a work of ART---I dont know what era but Picasso is dead.
    The other scary scene was that OLD
    SPOOKY BUNCH OF MEN WHO LOOKED LIKE THEY BELONGED IN A J,EDGAR HOOVER FILM- Where Farrah was first learning the word SQUEALIMSH,OR HOWEVER IT'S SAID, Now those MEN WERE SPOOKS-
    TEXBOY

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  146. so wonder when EDMIRE'S tell all is coming out- ???
    I say this, Alana probably did film a few items to hold over those who may cross her up- LOL
    and yesssssssss, the scenes of RED
    and Farrah are terrible. But NBC, ALANA, AND RYAN KNOW THE EMMYS ARE COMING UP IN SEPT- SO THEY PUT RESPECT ASIDE, AND WENT FOR THE NUMBERS- FUNNY How alana and ryan said Farrah;s pulse was up as the show played on- why was a pusle checked ? WAS SHE NOT EVEN AWAKE ?
    TOOOOOOOOOO MUCH IS NOT EVER ADDED UP.
    T-BOY

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  147. As I have explained in both writing and my words, I was the publicist for farrahfawcett.us. I was hired by Greg Lott, to represent both him and the website co-owned by he and Farrah. This is an interesting game, your dammed if you do and dammed if you don't. If I put the letters up, some tell me I was wrong for doing so. I don't put the letters up I am wrong because they don't exist or some conspiracy theorist's thing the are fake. It is up to Greg Lott to put the website back up, he has moved it to another server and that takes a little time. I am the spokesman, not the manager of his life. He has to additionally, fight all the legal orders from Ryan O'Neal and Bernie Francis. The website was designed by Farrah, yes to sell her merchandise, but also to get her words and message out. I put the letter up on the blog to show ever in the last days of her life she loved Greg and sent very touching letters. Farrah didn't use e-mail she wrote old school letters. Now Greg is going forward with the book, talking about their relationship etc. Everything got stalled when MJ died. Sorry not my fault. Again spokesman here. Greg, has the business plan etc along with all the notes FF sent him concerning her wishes for the site. Believe don't believe up to you. She was a very brilliant woman, and had a plan for this website vision etc. I wrote how I met FF and the position I held during the Major divorce. We have been up front and brutally honest from day one concerning the events that surrounded her life. Let me make this clear, many people tried to help FF with the abuse. Griffin, Greg, Friends etc. For what ever reason it continued. She threw Ryan out, never married him. He and his lawyer are desperately trying to get control of the estate. Stuck in the middle of this "issue" is her son. Griffin, and some others including myself are trying to get him the life his mother wanted for him. I will say this clarity, I am in this to help, as I have a day job. I got involved in this to help someone that couldn't help herself. That's it, Greg showed me the letters, I did the homework and decided to help. The minute the mission is not pure as designed I will tell you that too. As I said, I have a day job. So you got questions for Greg write him at farrahfawcett.us. I will have him respond. Now this may not be enough for some, and great for others. Sorry about the misspelled words, I have an editor for my medical reports. Since I write this personally, and I am usually in a hurry, I misspell words and grammar is an issue. Yea yell at my Glendale homeroom teacher. As me if i give a damn, I was originally hired to protect her, not write to her.

    Personally, I think anybody that writes Anonymously is a coward, they hide. Why do they hide. I hold them in the same contempt as I hold me who hit women, children. How sad it must be, they must live like this.

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  148. If I didn't know better I would say that Greg Lott is posting as Textboy!

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  149. Dear Allen....

    OK THANK YOU, THANK YOU and THANK YOU AGAIN.
    I just wanted to see you address this group, as we go forward ,being called stalkers, and idiots.
    You are much appreciated. GOT YOU BACK-
    THE OTHER GREG,
    TEXBOY

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  150. SABINE, OK I DEFENDED YOU.
    I have never been dishonest with you. I even went to battle for you over your money.
    The reason I sign as TEXBOY is alot of people looked at my first post that was signed Greg, and had a fitt-
    I was even emailed to use a different name by an annonymous.I cn still sign as Greg, as by Law this is my name.
    So to stop the confusion I used TEXBOY- Ok my name is Greg, I am 38 years old, and anyone can look back simply by going to the very first post and see I have had too many post to be GREG LOTT- I truly feel he is got other fires to put out.
    His time would be appreciated here,
    maybe a small THANK YOU, But no I am THE SECOND GREG- MY BOOK WILL BE CALLED FARRAH AND THOSE TEXAS GREG'S !
    It will "NOT" be a heartwretching peice of CRAP that alana is saling ,but a BOOK FARRAH WOULD REALLY APPROVE OF- ONE OF FUN- HUMOR, AND SPICE- LOL
    All kidding aside, NO I AM JUST GREG- Or,
    TEXBOY

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  151. Nikki, Ok I have a taped Howard Stern call, and in it Howard ask Farrah if anyone was worried, and how did Ryan react-
    She said on this interview Ryan called her and said she was brilliant- and the public loved her.
    SO 3 DIFFERENT LIES- UMMMMM ?
    That year if you read TEXAS MONTHLY'S WELL DONE ARTICLE ONLINE FREE- 1997, titled VANITY FARRAH It shows Farrahs free spirit
    it shows a woman who lived, and it is truly a great favorite article.
    She did love tequlia shots, and this was well known. She was one who truly as she said ,taking paths without footprints- The aritcle shows a woman at 50 who was enjoying a day without Ryan.
    Sadly Texas Monthly has not paid tribute to her in death. I am now wondering if the dark group is behind this as well. The Memorial photo was copied from THAT YEARS TEXAS MONTHLY- by photogrpher Davis Factor. Someone I feel threatened TM magazine, or possibly a future article will appeare with proof STRAIT FROM THE HEART OF TEXAS !
    TEXBOY

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  152. texboy why do some on here think your Greg Lott
    at least the anonymous admitted they are friends of Farrah
    I figured it had to be someone like that.
    Also they singled me and you out but apologized for calling us stalkers
    To Funny
    Also poor mike pingle,the anonymous really put him down and that was mean to do that to mike,he always supported farrah and helped plug her projects when she was alive and even has a link to buy alana's book
    I don't know about you texboy but they should not have went after Mike Pingle like that.

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  153. Davis Factor did a great job on her 1995 playboy issue and he's cute
    I did not know he did the 1997 Texas Monthly cover,I loved that cover and Im sure the outtakes are amazing.I hope at some point we can see more from that photo session

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  154. NIKKI, I caught that, I was
    honestly wondering if I was reading from an older bunch. Those who age with no sparlke, no fun.
    I even called a few SCHOOL MARMS.
    But in the end you and I were ok with posting, we did not set around and spy-
    I for one have time to post. But was not offended when it was said ALL ID DO IS POST- LOL ----ALLEN COULD JUST WALK AWAY,LEAVING US WITHOUT ANY INFO- BUT HE CHOSE TO FIGHT- SO NOW I SAY THANKS AGAIN TO THE ANNONYMOUS WHO REFERED TO US AS STALKERS- It just brought an update. lol
    TEXBOY

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  155. Nikki, me too- but Ryan has possibly put a huge price tag on those as well.
    The Memorial is slightly different
    and , yes It was one of my Fav Farrah era's.
    She never seemed to like the 95 issue- even on Letterman she kind of tossed it aside- It was a pretty issue, not A GOLDEN FARRAH, but it was still well done !
    T-Boy

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  156. I thought the part about Mike Pingel was nasty as well.

    This person seemed to be really more envious, and not a good friend to Farrah, the giveaway was telling of her payroll-
    tHEN DISSING mIKE pINGEL. WHO HAS ONLY DONE GREAT IN THE CHARLIES ANGELS.COM SITE- and never was a fake, or a put on- Edmire is whom I think it is, and he has possibly been tossed to the kirb, after the funeral.
    T boy

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  157. This is really the only place to get any truth and share thoughts and opinions. I love to post on here and the anonymous must like to read them all and must be to know you and I post the most.
    Actually were kinda having a conversation and responding to each other and other peoples posts.

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  158. I wish Mike Pingle could read that and maybe he would have a better idea who it is by the way they use their words.But Im sure they may delete it.

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  159. I only know that Mike like you said has always been a posotive in Farrah's life.
    Some call it obsessed, but like you daid early in a post if we did not support, buy into, and collect, WHERE WOULD THEY BE AS STARS.
    When MJ died tears, fainting people, collections, and a huge amount of coverage allowed a FANTASTIC, LARGE MEMORIAL, and yes I was upset by it, as Farrah had a
    memory of GOLD AND YELLOW FLOWERS - That is all I see when I reflect on Farrahs funeral- and MJ is not even buried yet- So as Mike Pingel proudly shows his collection I applaude him- that took years- Farrah had to love him, and as the annonymous said ghe was getting to close- TO CLOSE HOW ?
    T-BOY

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  160. Do you mean the guy she did the art book with. I think that's keith Edemier or whatever his name is.I think the keith you mean is keith something else,the one at the funeral with the poster

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  161. NIKKI...LOL I KNOW- I think it is the fact that you never waivered your opinion, I respected that .
    I never wanted or intended to hurt anyone, or feel the wrong thing could be said, BUT AGAIN WHAT IS THE WRONG THING ?
    AND WHERE ARE THOSE WHO GOT UPSET.
    WATCHING FROM THE SIDELINE.
    MR MILLER JUST POSTED- and no response from a large group ?
    AGAIN ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE LOVED FARRAH- HA

    T-BOY

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  162. I don't know Mike Pingle Personally but his favorite angel was Cheryl Ladd,so I really don't know what they meant by he was getting to close to farrah and she did'nt like it. When your dealing with people who ban people from funerals,shut down websites,steal diaries,forge contracts film a sedated woman dying and watch it then your dealing with a person just as vile as the main two people who are the most guilty of the things I stated above.I would hardly call that a friend to sit back and allow that to go on.DID YOU READ THIS POST ANONYMOUS

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  163. My point is If Farrah invited any one of us to spend a few day in her world- WHO WOULD BE THE MOST FUN ???
    A fan who knew it all ? Or a fan who wanted to learn, and have fun.
    Farrah loved all people, and that annonymous posted nothing kind about ONE PERSON, NOT ONE ! So I blow it off-
    This is a serious mess that Greg Lott is up against,so as the days pass, I will continue to post-
    T-BOY

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  164. NIKKI-LET THEM DELETE IT---I SAVED IT-
    T-BOY

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  165. I tried last week to email Mike Pingel only about the TEXAS Monthly magazine lack of article.
    he has not replied- I hope he is ok
    T-boy

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  166. Nikki, was that not Keith edmire
    at the funeral ?

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  167. He probably gets tons of emails(mike pingle).
    And I come here everyday Im totally on Greg's side
    Im looking forward to his book or tv/print interviews
    And i will continue to post as well and I hope anonymous continues to follow us. It's quite funny they must be concerned about something

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  168. lolololololol-------TRUE !
    A BUNCH OF PEOPLE OUT OF
    THE BARBARA HUTTON MOVIE- SO TRUE.
    T-BOY

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  169. Nikki they will watch our every post - I agree, I will be here.
    T-BOY

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  170. and sad enough after saying that about Mike pingle,
    They just as much called Greg Lott a wore out old drunken user-
    FARRAH WOULD FIGHT THEM TO HELL AND BACK ON THAT ALONE-
    T-BOY

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  171. and poor old ryan , caught with such a powerful drug like that at his age- WHERE WAS HE GOING ?
    T-BOY

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  172. nikki, i OVERLOOKED YOUR POST ABOUT MY COMMENT ON THE COVER OF
    the book.
    Ok they have the 80's look, a photo that is candid, and Farrah is got her head I think on Alanas shoulder-
    Alanas hair looks like she jumped out of the electric chair 3 seconds after they flipped the switch, and the chin you could ski off of- She seemed to always want to look like Farrah, I bet she is tired of all of the GRACFUL INTERVIEWS- and is ready to return to the GOLD MINE.
    T-BOY

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  173. As for keeping company with Alana,
    I NEVER KNEW THEY WERE SO CLOSE UNTIL -AROUND 2002- I just did not like her, cant say why, but ever see someone ALL WASHE UP, SCRUBBED UP, PERFUMED UP- and still LOOK DIRTY- WELL THAT IS MT TAKE ON ALANA-
    In Chasing Farrah, when that man ask Alans on the phone ,as Farrah was trying to hang up, he ask alana who She had lined up for Farrah- JUST THAT SIMPLE NO, OF FARRAH'S sent a code to ALANA TO NOT ANSWER- THEN ALANA SETTING ON THE HOTEL BED GOBBLING UP THAT MAKEUP THAT WAS FOR FARRAH WAS TYPICAL ALANA- Now I just hope someone seals off Farrah's belongings, or we will see A - A DISGUSTING SOON-
    TEXBOY

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  174. Correction, I have been calling KEITH SUNDAY, KEITH EDMIRE- Pardon.
    Keith Sunday was the man at Farrahs funeral with the poster-
    my mistake, my apologies to KEITH EDMIRE-
    TEXBOY

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  175. Italia, good point on the plastic sugery and treatment ?
    Also I forgot about the breat job.
    LOLOLOLOL-
    Ok so their that proves it im not Greg Lott !!!
    Texboy

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  176. Nikki, I wonder the same thing.
    HOW WERE THE TUMORS DAMAGED, I took it all along that THEY WERE DAMAGED BY TREATMENT- I even ask why not a transplant, See it was educational for me as I am very Blessed today to not have a family member, or friend at this moment who has had cancer- But in my life I have dealt close with cancer in the people I worked with- GERMANY threw me off the track period. Do we know of Farrahs relationship with her stepmother, I flipped when I read prior to Farrahs death that MR.FAWCETT remarried, I did see her with him, at the funeral ?
    but what is if any the story on this. Was Farrah ok with this.
    TEXBOY

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  177. Is this place the nikki V and Texboy show?

    And just who is our hostile anonymous 'insider'? Identify yourself.

    I only post here because of the direction given from the farrahfawcett.us website in early June.

    Farrah is dead, but Farrah's Story is alive if kept alive by others.

    I started thinking, inspired by Farrah's cancer battle, that I needed to learn about cancer treatment since I'm getting to an age where cancer starts to hit people.
    I'm eight years younger than Farrah.

    All I'm trying to do is learn the lesson's from Farrah's Story and from Brett Hudson's cancer blog and apply them objectively, filtering out Hudson's politics, and pass on information to others.

    Thanks to Hudson for highlighting the CyberKnife machine in his cancer blog.

    I hadn't stumbled upon it yet, so it was a revelation and it shows that complaints about US cancer care are overblown.

    There's plenty of bad cancer advice on the internet by crackpots that can get people killed.

    As for the John Hopkins hoax publicist blunder, while it may contain valuable information, it will wind up killing you if you have an aggressive cancer, since it's not a substitute for aggressive cancer therapy.

    Farrah was taking all kinds of immune system booster pills in mid 2008 as shown in the pill organizer scene in Farrah's Story and that did not stop her cancer from coming back with a vengeance.

    One of the lessons learned from Farrah's Story is that doctor selection is as critical to survival as early detection, and to make the right decision on an oncologist, the patient themself has to get up to speed as best as possible on the latest advances in cancer care, so they know how to weed out the doctors that are not using the latest advances and find those that are using the latest advances, since those doctors are most likely the ones that will be able to save your life.

    The UCLA doctors were not using the latest advances.

    They were using a conventional broadbeam radiation device and not the CyberKnife.

    Thus Farrah suffered harsh side effects.

    She complained that it felt like a "sunburn on the inside" and the UCLA doctors told her only option after the recurrence was a colostomy due to the radiation damage done to the surrounding tissue.

    I don't think she would have faced these complications if she had hired a cancer doctor skilled in using the CyberKnife.

    Her life might have been saved with the CyberKnife.

    One of the reasons the UCLA doctors weren't using the latest advances like the CyberKnife is because Anal Cancer is really an orphan when it comes to clinical studies due to its low incidence of occurrence.

    There are very few clinical studies for anal cancer.

    There needs to be a clinical study done on treatment of anal cancer using the CyberKnife,
    if it hasn't been done yet and I doubt that it has, so that scientific results can be established that will jump start the transition by oncologists to using the CyberKnife in treating anal cancer.

    That seems to me to be priority #1 to be funded by the 'Farrah Fawcett Foundation for Cancer Research', if it really does exist.

    It may be very likely that treatment of anal cancer with the CyberKnife would seriously reduce the number of colostomies and leave the cancer patients intact physically.

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  178. Mike Pingle, In defense of Mike Pingle....I just watched a very touching video on done on the eve of Farrahs funeral.
    Nikki yes I remember now his fondness of Ms Ladd, but he was very kind, and spoke of a visit 4 years ago, plus a moment when she was in a bad shape yet ask how Mike was instead- plus a Thanksgiving call from Farrah. So again the way anonymous slammed Mike today is very ,very questionable. I know Mike has done books in the past, and TRUST HE WILL DO ONE FOR US ON FARRAH- Do one that is not surface, or nasty,but how he saw it. At times I am a good judge of character, and I find Mike to be very sedate is any manner of over excited or star struck. Again why did this anonymous post nothing but bad, on these people- It now seems like a person who is posting very well could be VERY GUILTY of something.
    Why is it we cannot fine anyone to say good things about those left in charge, or hear good things from them, that are not scripted. YES AGAIN IN THE END THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO KEEP THEIR OWN REARS COVERD BY HOLDING TRUTHS OR LIES ON THEIR FRIENDS IN CASE OF A RAINY DAY- This annonymous post did say he/she would not post again. But thanks Mike Pingle for what you did for Farrah, and what you continue to do.
    Texboy

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  179. Angel Charlie, I am like you. Doing alot more thinking on prevention, as well as the things you have posted.
    I believed from day one the main Dr.was star struck, and loved the camera.
    You have brought more ,much more attention to this killer than FARRAH'S STORY-which we know from Craig Nevius was not at all in the direction that was Farrahs initial idea ! You have done vast, very indebth research . I had honestly began to think you were an MD, But your THE ROCKET SCIENTEST- LOL I am really learning so much. The cyber knife I would think would be an even better rout in Farrah's case, as said the initial size of the tumor was that of a peanut-
    Again I am curious as to why florida has more- ?
    TEXBOY

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  180. And she could have gotten her liver tumors killed painlessly by the CyberKnife here in the US at one of 107 locations or in Germany at the one German site in Munich, rather than suffer through that feet kicking pain from those long needles that Dr. Vogl used in September 2007 to kill her liver tumors

    Let's all pray for Dr. Vogl to get the next CyberKnife machine and to put away those needles for good.


    Sorry the pun, but there's a real 'Peyton Place' soap opera situation with the farrahfawcett.us website.

    I doubt if it's coming back.

    As long as O'Neal has power of attorney, and we don't know the extent of power attorney granted by Farrah, whether or not it was restricted to just 'A Wing and a Prayer'/Farrah's Story or goes beyond, although it must to some extent since O'Neal is in control over Farrah's likeness which he used to order the website shutdown.

    Hostile Anonymous is right.
    Lott was using her likeness via the website to air his agenda.

    Now O'Neal is using the power of attorney to attempt the takeover of her estate.

    It's a real soap opera.

    With O'Neal in control of her likeness, I don't see Greg Lott having access to it and I don't see the return of farrahfawcett.us.

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  181. Actually, the website was referring people to this blog, where Lott was airing his agenda through Mr. Miller which led to the website being shutdown by O'Neal.

    It had to be the Open Letter about the Proposed Wedding topic on this blog in response to what O'Neal publicized to Barbara Walters on June 21 that led to O'Neal using power of attorney from Farrah to kill her farrahfawcett.us website.

    The shutdown letter with O'Neal stepping into the shoes of Farrah via the power of attorney with the attorneys writing as if it was Farrah herself was dated June 23.

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  182. As for the reason why Florida has 15 CyberKnife centers. more than any other state in the US, it's mostly because it's "God's Waiting Room."

    There's a large retiree population in Florida.

    It also has the fourth largest population of all the states, but it must be the retirees who probably get cancer at higher rates.

    Probably more people get cancer in Florida than in any other state because of its large population and large retiree population.

    So, I bet there are plenty of good CyberKnife oncologists in Florida that can kill your tumors painlessly and save your life.

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  183. ANGEL CHARLIE,

    I think that sucks, why oh why
    did not anybody se this cyber knife
    and save all the trouble-
    I wonder if they did not see it.
    I wonder if Dr, vogal knew of it.
    That was a nice clinic, but it was
    in a strange way Like being at the top of the roller coaster waiting to go down, Finances were not problem, I do not think for Farrah.
    WHAT A PATHETIC SHAME.
    As for the website I said my bet was on Ryan having it reopened, and saling God know's what in her image. Today ebay had Bra's, panties, and personal girls stuff listed. NOW THAT IS SAD !
    TEXBOY

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  184. WOW from the 21 to the 23
    gosh I never thought of that.

    Ryan lost alot of money, as DEATH, NEAR DEATH AND MONTHS AFTER DEATH ARE PEEK TIMES PEOPLE BUY.

    ALLEN MILLER LEFT A POST TODAY .
    Did you see it ?
    SOUNDS LIKE A WAR IS STARTING WITH THOSE 2 MEN---
    TEXBOY

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  185. GOD'S WAITING ROOM----OMG LOLOL
    Pardon me while I get up off the floor- oh that is too well pardon FUNNY-
    I guess it's safe to ask if that Cyber Knife works on skin cancers?

    GOD BLESS THOSE PEOPLE BUT I NEEDED THAT LAUGH----LOLOLOL
    TEXBOY

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  186. I Am guessing Nikki will ask if Alana is looking at FL OCEAN FRNT PROPERTY- LOLOLOLOL
    TEXBOY

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  187. ANGEL CHARLIE,
    I have been taking SELINIUM for many years, as years ago I was told it was good, long story short I have been faithful to it- Started OMEGA 3 FISH OIL - and buy on sale as they are expensive, and then Zinc- FUNNY THING B VITAMINS
    Do not agree with me- maybe all in my mind- BUT Have you got a good pause on your tape to see just wha all is listed on Farrahs vitamins, and other drugs- That was wild- the list was confusing. But again Suzanne Somers take about 80 a day. NO LIE- But now I want to study on the god and bad of vitamin intake- and Cancer, just like you.The info you have allowed is well STUNNING-
    TEXBOY

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  188. A decade ago, I worked for a Laser Eye Surgery device company and I worked on developing the software to program the laser surgery device to do LASIK and get FDA approval for LASIK surgery.

    So I learned a great deal about laser eye surgery and the FDA approval process, most of which I've forgotten now since I've move onto other things.

    It turns out that laser eye surgery devices followed a path similar to radiation devices.

    The less sophisticated, broadbeam devices came first, followed by the narrow beam scanners with sophisticated imaging for direction of the beam.

    There were already broadbeam laser eye surgery devices approved for LASIK when I was working on the first narrow beam device seeking FDA approval.

    The way LASIK works is by reshaping the curvature of the cornea by vaporizing corneal tissue and etching a new curvature.

    In the case of myopia (near-sightedness), the center of the cornea is etched to flatten the curvature.

    Less curvature means less refractive power in the cornea.

    The cornea is 2/3's of the refractive power of the eye.

    With myopia, the focal length of the eye is too short due to elongation of the eye, so you reduce the refractive (focusing) power of the cornea to lengthen the focal length so that it impinges on the retinal plane.

    Hyperopia (Far-sightedness) is the opposite.
    The focal length is too long because the eye has shortened. You etch the periphery of the cornea to shorten the focal length with more refractive power in the cornea.

    The problem with the broadbeam eye lasers is that they don't have the resolution to avoid discontinuities in the etching of the cornea and thus they introduce optical aberrations that create image distortions.

    Most of the image distortions become very visible at night when the pupil widens.

    The pupil is the optical aperture.

    So light through a wider area of the cornea is being passed through to the retina at night and alot of it is scattered due to the aberrations from the broadbeam eye lasers since most of their distortions were on the periphery.

    The narrow beam eye lasers did not produce aberrations as severe as the broadbeams.

    That's why eye lasers were moving to narrow beam devices and I doubt if any broadbeam eye lasers are used today anymore.

    So there's a benefit in going narrow beam in eye lasers and radiation devices like the CyberKnife.

    Anyway, in some of the cancer research literature I've seen, they debate about using "protons or photons" as the most effective means in treating a given cancer.

    Photons being the emission of lasers.

    I've seen eye lasers, which are excimer lasers, in work and how they vaporize tissue with micron accuracy, without harm to surrounding tissue.

    It seems to me that excimer lasers, which are gas lasers, would be very effective in treating anal cencer. You would simply vaporize the tumor tissue with micron accuracy and it would disappear in puffs of smoke, you wouldn't feel a thing, surrounding tissue wouldn't be damaged and you wouldn't feel the side affect of having a "sunburn on the inside."

    That seems to me to be clinical trial priority #2 to be funded by the 'Farrah Fawcett Foundation for Cancer Research.'

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  189. Yep, "God's Waiting Room" is the term used for cities in Florida with large retiree populations.

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  190. ANGEL CHARLIE,
    You really are amazing.
    You have achieved so, so much.
    So much to be proud of. Ok so
    what if ever you did suffer burnout,
    was the key to overcoming it.
    DEAR GOD, This is a book on health you should write.
    really !
    TEXBOY

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  191. LOLOL----GOD'S WAITING ROOM.

    Ok so as for FARRAHS CANCER FOUNDATION- I think the CHARLIES ANGELS SITE MIGHT HAVE VALID INFO COMING SOON-
    IT TO ME IS WHO IN THAT GROUP LEFT IN FARRAHS CAMP IS TO BE TRUSTED.
    texboy

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  192. ANGEL CHARLIE ,
    When you get time to look over te email from that annonymous, tell us what you read into it.
    Ws it a prank, it did not sound like Farrah's style at all to me.

    The only time I have heard Farrah speak negative was about Charlie's Angels, to MELA MURPHY-
    TEXBOY

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  193. Angel Charlie, votre documentation et votre démarche scientifique sont remarquables. J'admire votre méthode mais je voudrais quand même préciser certaines choses.
    Le cyberknife est une des méthodes de radiothérapie existante. Elle suscite des espoirs dans certaines formes de cancer mais ce serait une erreur de penser qu'elle représente un progrès décisif. En France, nous en avons 3, et en avons déjà testés les limites. Il existe au moins 6 techniques différentes de radiothérapie et elles gardent toutes leur intérêt selon le type de la tumeur. D'une façon générale, la radiothérapie, toutes techniques confondues(j'insiste là-dessus), nécessite une détermination très précise de la dose de rayonnement. Tout sous-dosage au-delà de 5% accroît les risques de récidive du cancer alors qu'un surdosage supérieur à 5% est susceptible d'entraîner des complications cliniques sévères. FF a été traitée par tomothérapie, plus adaptée à son cas que le Cyberknife. Il faut considérer le type histologique de la tumeur, et les nombreuses infiltrations hépatiques diffuses ne permettaient pas l'efficacité d'un tel traitement. Le cyberknife donne de bons résultats dans les tumeurs solides bien délimitées.
    On savait dès le départ que son cas était difficile du type même de la tumeur de départ ( carcinome épidermoîde ). La récidive de 2008 à l'Automne signalait la fin prochaine. Il est déjà remarquable qu'elle ait obtenu des rémissions aussi longues avec un confort de vie à peu près satisfaisant. Le moral et les médicaments pris y ont contribué.
    Le thérapeute, même s'il pense que l'issue est fatale, a le devoir ( et ce n'est pas mentir au malade) de laisser entrevoir la possibilité d'une guérison, tant le mental et le fait de garder espoir jouent un rôle important.
    En hématologie, et dans certaines formes de leucémie, nous obtenons des rémissions telles que le malade parvient à oublier sa maladie moyennant la prise de traitement par voie orale quotidienne.
    (v. Ryan O' Neal)
    Dans un autre registre, je ne parviens pas à comprendre tous les problèmes liés au décès de FF.
    En France, nous avons des lois qui protègent le malade. Il y a là un problème d'éthique. Il a le libre choix des traitements, et les décisions lui appartiennent pleinement tant qu'il est conscient. J'imagine que FF a organisé sa succession en pleine connaissance de cause, au niveau matériel et que son fils est son seul bénéficiaire, de plein droit.

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  194. PierreT, software translated:

    Angel Charlie, your material and your scientific step are remarkable.

    I admire your method but I would really like to specify certain things.

    The cyberknife is one of the methods of existent radiotherapy.

    It provokes hopes in certain forms of cancer but it would be an error to think that she represents a decisive progress.

    In France, we have 3 of it, and already tested it borders.

    There are at least 6 techniques different from radiotherapy and they keep their interest very according to the type of tumour.

    Generally, the radiotherapy, any merged techniques (I insist thereupon), requires a very definite determination of the dose of radiance.

    Any sub-proportion beyond 5 % augments risks of repetition of the cancer while the upper excessive dose in 5 % is likely to draw away strict clinical complications.

    FF was treated by tomothérapie, more adapted to her case than Cyberknife.

    It is necessary to consider the histological type of tumour, and numerous hépatiques verbose seepages did not allow the effectiveness of such treatment.

    The cyberknife gives good results in well delimited solid tumours.

    They knew from the beginning that his case was difficult of the type of the tumour of departure (carcinoma épidermoîde).

    The repetition from 2008 to Autumn signalled next end.

    It is already remarkable that it acquires such long remissions with a comfort of life almost satisfactory.

    Morale and taken medicaments contributed to it.

    The therapist, even if he thinks that exit is fatal, has duty (and it is not to lie to the sick man) to let foresee the possibility of a healing, so much the mental and fact to keep hope play an important role.

    In haematology, and in certain forms of leukemia, we acquire from remissions such as the sick man manages to forget his illness for the catch of treatment by daily oral way.
    (v. Ryan O ' Neal)

    In another register, I do not manage to understand all problems linked to the decease of FF.

    In France, we have laws which protect the sick man.

    There is a problem of ethics there.

    It has the free choice of treatments, and decisions belong to him entirely as long as he is aware.

    I imagine that FF organizes her succession in full knowledge of reason, at material level and that its son is his only beneficiary, by right.

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  195. PierreT,

    Why was Tomotherapy more adapted to Farrah's case?

    What were those long needles used by Dr. Vogl used for?

    What are the limitations of CyberKnife?

    What are the criteria for selecting Tomotherapy over CyberKnife and vice versa?

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  196. Hostile Anonymous 'Insider' sounded credible to me.
    'It', since I don't know if 'it' is a he or a she, had apparent inside knowledge.

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  197. Angel Charile, We Nikki and I thought so to. The annonymous insider seems to have a few dates incorrect. Mr Pingle , MIKE PINGLE
    was not a bad guy.He love to collect and as Nikki pointed out he really was a bigger fan of Cheryl Ladd's.
    The show was truly never the same after Farrah left, I remember watching to see if Farrahs name was shown as GUEST -FARRAH FAWCETT MAJORS- LOLOL After her agreement to come back for that certain amount of shows. Sometime after she left and come back , was in looking back just about the time she seemed sad, very sad. Wow that Dr Traub is basicly defending the German treatment over the Cyber Knife ? OK My next post Angel Charlie is a good one for you- hold on- lol
    texboy

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  198. ANGEL CHARLIE,

    You mention preparing , learning, and looking into the areas of fighting ,and stopping cancer.
    Suzanne Somers is a huge advocate of Stem Cell , and has her stem cell's banked on the East,and West
    coast .
    Do you think any of this would have benefited Farrah ? I do not know what the limits are as in just what is possible, but she has even gone as far as to saw teeth can be grown ? So if teeth can be grown, do you think their could be links to cancer cure's- ? Those cancer cells are strange, but again SS seems to think the Stem Cell is next to God- P.S. I couldnot afford myself to bank my stem cells, but the idea is promising. Suzanne is a little radical, but I would probably be as well if it were cancer.
    Any Thoughts ?
    TEXBOY

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  199. Je n'ai pas dit que la thomotherapie répondait mieux au cas de F, simplement que le CyberKnife n'aurait rien apporté de plus ( ça corrige les éventuels mouvements de respiration du malade), mais dans les tumeurs de ce type......
    Les aiguilles répondent au principe de la cryoablation. Elles sont emplies d'un gaz sous pression à une température de moins 100°C à l'extrémité du dispositif. C'est une méthode nouvelle pour traiter les tumeurs inopérables et les métastases. Cela nécessite des mesures d'hygiène et d'asepsie. Les aiguilles sont reliées à un compresseur et du gaz sous pression (argon) va permettre de descendre la température des aiguilles jusqu'à moins cent degrés aux extrémités. Cela se fait sous anesthésie locale et après un repérage minutieux sous scanner. Les aiguilles sont alors enfoncées doucement à travers la peau jusqu'au coeur de la tumeur permettant leur destruction par le froid. Je passe les détails. Le patient est conscient, recevant juste une sédation de la douleur le plus souvent par une pompe électrique contenant un dérivé de morphine qui s'élimine assez vite en général.
    C'est une technique encore récente mais qui donne de bons résultats, assez utilisée pour les nodules hépatiques tumoraux. La convalescence ( de 2 à 4 semaines) est nécessaire.
    On se demande ce qui poussait FF à rentrer chez elle à Los Angeles alors qu'elle bénéficiait d'un cadre idyllique pour son repos (calme, air pur) contrastant avec l'air irrespirable de la grande métropole et la foule des indiscrets.

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  200. Dr Traub, in my own knowledge
    the most we can do is call our
    lawyers and SEAL THE ESTATE IN DEATH, To protect the deceased personal things until a will is read. I think it is strange Farrah's will has not been spoke of.
    She made MEDICATED DECESIONS IN HER LAST MONTHS- UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF MEDICATION- Prior to that I only hope she did secure her personal thing's to be handed over to her wishes.
    I could be wrong, but in the states, each state is different and this very well could be why she was never to leave Ca, as in she was romanticised into keeping her things under Ca law ? Too bad she did not have them brought back to Texas, or any place and secured until distributed to her choice.
    Texboy

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